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I was mature. Told my dad it was okay to go and we would take care of mom. He died peacefully within moments. That was 26 years ago. Today, I would say “You FIGHT this shit because I want you here for even just one day more!”. How much longer could we have had?

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my mother who brought me out of Russia died 12-18-2018, and i had this incredible premonition i could not fathom and contemplate properly, that something was coming, which i should have been able to foresee, and i just felt blind. Now we saw that is the scamdemic.

i finally got to spend two hours with my mother after she died, before they cremated her, which i was forced to allow them eventually to do, for money reasons at the time.

the last time i'd seen her alive she screamed at me for two days, and i had to leave

the last time i spoke to her, she asked me if i loved her, and i couldn't admit then i did, although i had many times said so. she said it's okay, she understood

i finally stopped being ashamed of her only after she died

a neighbor told me she had said to him, never to me,

about how she begged in France to bring us to america, at the consolate

she'd go in Paris to the consulate and beg and cry and make a big scene, every day for months, and they denied her entry for us to americurse

finally they caved, but i am sure the experience caused her the sort of problems that neither of us ever found a way to bridge and have any relationship survive thereafter

i think ameriker is a big rotten stinkin lie

my mother brought me, again per the neighbor, after reading in Russian in Russia the Gulag Archipelago, when it was not available yet to the public, she told the neighbor,

and that drove her crazy and she had to leave

little could she understand she was bringing us out of Russia, and into the real gulag, americer

land of the free, free of the home

land of the hacksxxxxxine, to kill everyone

i just posted some new old material on youtube.

it may get my channel turned off, but if so what good was it?

hard as hell

blessings

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