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I was half way through it when I discovered this piece was also about the assassination of JFK and how we've been living in trauma and construction ever since, as I say, whether we were born or not.

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Which makes it even more fitting that a tiny "memento mori" is tucked into the second beautiful photo. Life is grand, 'tis. I received two daughters-in-law and three new grandchildren in those three years. I never would have met those women if the lying liars didn't lie. Beautiful reminder, Celia, to live despite, not in spite.

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So was I. A piece of our soul was stolen that day.

Sure, we want it back. But it's not coming back. It's gone, like the faith and trust we had placed in institutions once thought sacred and inviolate.

I am not hopeless though. At this apparent nadir in history, I believe we have the opportunity to heal, and to grow. And in time, to prosper once again.

And never, ever forget. Never forget. Remember what once was, and how it was squandered so easily.

Thank you Celia for your beautiful prose, and a reminder of how things can be. You are a light shining the way.

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How could we not think of the Kennedy assassinations. RFK Jr. is stepping into . . . what I hope and pray will not be more of the same. But the feelings are similar.

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Dear Celia, never put your hope in politicians: they are professional sellers of hope. Do you know why JFK was killed by the masons controlling the CIA? among other reasons, he wanted to take away the Federal Reserve from the mason Banks: it's their source of infinite counterfeit money. The day he died, his mason VP Lindon Johnson assumed and signed the Fed renewal. THAT very day!!!

Please read! Your life depends on it, because there's a plan to murder 95% of the global population by 2050… written on the mason Georgia guidestones:

- Both Churchill and Roosevelt were masons and plotted to get the reluctant USA into the war by provoking the Japs and letting Pearl Harbor (left the whole fleet defenseless and concentrated there as an easy candy to be taken from a kid, no radar warning from outer islands, etc.)

- 9-11: 2 "planes", yet all 7 World Trade Center towers destroyed, not the closer towers not belonging to World Trade Center, and the owner with his 2 grown up siblings failed to show up for work (never skipped work before)...

- J6: The fake riot was mason-planned, incited and guided by FBI agents, who broke into the Capitol !!!

https://scientificprogress.substack.com/p/j6-what-you-need-to-know

It's such a mason manual that they organized the same play in Brazil when it was proven that the voting machines owned by mason Soros, were rigged:

https://scientificprogress.substack.com/p/the-2020-american-coup

https://scientificprogress.substack.com/p/dominion-over-us

- At least since the 90s, vaccines were weaponized to reduce the population, for example:

1. Adding hCG to infertilize women: lab detected in 30 countries

2. Overpassing the FDA 10 ng limit to human DNA “contamination” by 2000%, thus causing neuro-damage (autism, asperger, tics, dyslexia in 29% of kids, etc.) and childhood cancer epidemic (n.b. leukemia, non-Hodgkin’s lymphomas)

Check soundchoice.org or videos at bottom after this page:

https://scientificprogress.substack.com/p/wake-up-videos

- COVID was designed as a primer for lethal COVID haccines:

https://scientificprogress.substack.com/p/the-real-covid-timeline

https://scientificprogress.substack.com/p/not-vaccine-not-gene-therapy-just

https://scientificprogress.substack.com/p/what-do-bioweapons-have-to-do-with

- Wake up videos:

https://scientificprogress.substack.com/p/wake-up-videos

https://scientificprogress.substack.com/p/2050-youll-go-nowhere-and-youll-be

- It's genocide for depopulation:

https://scientificprogress.substack.com/p/depop-vaccines-no-myth

- It’s the masons, who create counterfeited currencies (trillions of dollars and EUROS) and bought the listed corporations, media, healthcare, universities, parties and political careers:

https://scientificprogress.substack.com/p/david-rockefeller-illuminati

ex-illuminati Ronald Bernard's confessions:

http://youtu.be/JAhnCdXqPww

Now, are you really ready for this?:

The full PLAN exposed:

https://scientificprogress.substack.com/p/the-plan-revealed

16 laws we need to exit Prison Planet

Politics got us in, politics is the way out ... after prayers!

https://scientificprogress.substack.com/p/laws-to-exit-planet-prison

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Scientific Progress: I do know this, yes. I know about Pearl Harbor (via James Perloff,) 9/11 (of course) and J6. (I was there.) Tell me where in this piece you see that I am putting "hope in politicians." I am speaking of "hope" as a vibration/frequency…sorry to lean on New Age words but...

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I totally agree. I just finished a deep dive into research about that event and that era. I was 10 when JFK was murdered by the cabal.

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Thank you for excavating that frozen part of our lives.

You meant "constriction."

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David, is there a typo?

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Yes. Construction should be constriction.

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sorry but where is this paragraph? and thank you.

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It is in your initial comment in this thread. It's a little bit funny, too. [You can always use Control F to open a search window on a webpage.]

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So beautiful! Thank you for sharing! Please do share more photos. We all need to see these types of pictures on a daily basis. This is what it is to be human. This is the knowing that we all share. When a photo brings you tears, you know you are still alive and no one can touch that.

I live in southern Oregon and for the past 3 years there is a doe that has been living in the seasonal creek bottom and under our yurt. She had twins last year and now they are yearlings. My husband thought she was pregnant again and just 2 days ago we saw her with her new twins. They could only have been a couple of days old, because I had seen her about 3 days prior with the yearlings. The new twins were frolicking together. It was the cutest sight ever! That's the joy that is ours to reclaim. ♥ (also a buck sighted under the yurt with the yearlings. Had never seen him around before. He must have come to help with the yearlings.)

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PHOTOS PLEASE!!! :)

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I wish I'd had a camera with me! It was so quick. They were by the tree line and then down the hill and out of sight. We were a good distance away. Today I was walking the dogs and she was by the garden fence, behind some trees. I saw one of the fawns kind of pop up. I turned the dogs around and headed the other way. I don't want to stress them out. Dogs didn't even see them. :)

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Your comment has me smiling🥰. We live in the woods as well and that connection with nature and wildlife is constantly soothing and uplifting. We’ve been enjoying this year’s crop of twins as well - they’re precious! Thank you for sharing♥️

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That is beautiful on so many levels. Thank you!

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This is beautiful & profoundly moving. My ancestors probably went from Iraq to al-Andalus, Andalucia, in the 10th century or so, before they were expelled in 1492 & settled around the Ottoman Empire. I grew up American, barely, as my parents were immigrant/refugees following WWII. I remember when JFK was shot like it was right now, sitting on the bed with my mother, listening to the radio (we didn't have a television yet). A few months ago, I finished writing a long book called CONTROLLED DEMOLITION, focusing on 9/11 but with long befores & some afters. I hope to debut a substack in the coming months to introduce the book & write about other things. I will say that the book, dedicated to the firefighters & EMS people who lost their lives, also grapples with exactly the same feelings you are writing about: how do we call this place home? What does it take to simply be? I'll sign off with one of the very great quotes from a JFK researcher, E. Martin Schotz, from 1992: "It is important to understand that one of the primary means of immobilizing the American people politically today is to hold them in a state of confusion in which anything can be believed but nothing can be known, nothing of significance that is." I would add that that includes knowing ourselves...

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al-Andalus. It's so endlessly endlessly fascinating. My son just went right to it, at a time of his life when it seemed things were breaking down but instead…he met his destiny.

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Thanks! I posted a response to this but not sure if it just disappeared! Anyways, the lost homeland, or one of them at least... Wonderful that your son met his destiny there! I wrote a book called After Jews & Arabs that came out in 1993, a very different view of what life might have been like in that part of the world. I'd love to send you a copy. I'd imagine you have my e-mail from being on your list. If you send me a mailing address, I can send the book. Also intrigued by your mentions & quotes of Ed Dorn. Jenny Dorn is a good friend & I'm deeply immersed in Ed's work. I only met him briefly, in the 70s. I'd imagine the connection might have come through Harvey Bialy?

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YES, that is exactly where it came from. You can send it to me c/o 216 West 1o2nd St # 7b NYC NY 10025, I still get mail there. Thank you so much I will be so happy to receive this!

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Yesss...& as Celia succinctly phrased it “trauma trance” sad, but true & it’s not serving us nor the potential future generations...

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The first prayer Jesus publicly answered was the simple observation.....

"They have no wine...."

When I look around our beaten down, indebted, joyless , over regulated, poisoned Anglosphere...I can only repeat that prayer. Somehow, despite our gadgets and affluence....we have no wine.

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Long moments in time stolen from millions but more seriously, lives and time stolen by thieves, stalinists, liars and statist freaks who need to be tried for treason and hung. Many are angry. In every western nation. The game is seen and "Its a Bugs Life" is the scenario that needs to be followed.

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So beautiful. ❤️

Our daughter got married a month ago, and I’m still floating. We had family come from near and far, and it was wonderful. We danced and danced…it felt like every bit of anger, resentment, hurt feelings, fear, just evaporated. Just so much joy! Thank you for sharing, Celia. :D

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Lovely prose and gorgeous photos! Such a blessing.

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“L”Chaim!”.,.... ❤

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Your very best writing, Celia, as you've cracked the code. I love this: "I was a woman like any other, whose son was getting married." We can all be family now. Mi casa su casa– this is who we've always wanted to be– who we are.

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Thank you so much George. You're so right.

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Beautiful essay, thank you, Celia, for lighting a filament of joy in my day. I used to be able to generate megawatts of joy. I have lost touch with how to do that. I pray fervently for re-ignition within in the days and weeks to come.

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Truly breathtaking !

I adore her green dress.

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The photo of Paula and her Mother is stunning. You can see the light beaming from Paula's countenance.

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This is so beautiful, Celia. Thank you for the reminder.

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A truly lovely scene you captured. Such communication in expression from both of them.

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Celia, the photos are like timeless oil paintings capturing an infinite joy. Very restoring soul-field. Thanks for sharing such a blessing and your beautiful writing with it. Wonderful.

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