Jon R re-tweeted me and then “followed” me …what an honour! It’s through Jon that I found you. I hope we get you back on Twitter, and to think I may have a part in that would be such an honor.❤️
WAIT. so em is asking tweeters to decide who gets to 'come back'?! sorry, this sounds so high school to me. albeit i not nor have i ever been a twiterer...although i woulda been good at it...being a birda and all...but back to my stop; either it is or it isn't, WHICH IS IT? have we been conditioned now into taking our freedom of speech back in crumbs? please tell me if i'm missing something obvious.
I think there are so many in twitter jail, it's difficult to get through them all. Plus all the weird settings (shadow ban related). Plus making it go faster, the bots, etc. etc.
thank you not my other, great name btw, i had no idea every banned had to be unbanned, like separately?! so much complexity, i guess i was thinking there was a 'free for all' button. boy, if i were queen....
It's pretty punk rock to want everyone to actually get along. The Tower of Babel is an apt metaphor. It's not just one country or another, it's the ability to Truly Communicate. The Word. The Breath. Pneuma and 'Conspiration' - The 'Holy Spirit' - our hearts emit a frequency and field, there is the 'Heart Math' level, and there is of course the esoteric, which is, not only equally real, but perhaps if not more important, than 'just as'... keep in our hearts the vibration which leads us through these chaotic next ten years in to a world where we have truly evolved, not in some bombastic and dire manner lead by either fanatics nor by technocrats but by those who are vested in the ancient mysteries and the modern permaculture methods and all the holistic methods we can get - a manner of shaping culture is one of shaping the ideas and vibrations as you do, so, I thank you again, and remember this one - this is a Nathan Lee favourite (tip toeing towards third-person titularity)... er... that is to say - The Sword In The Stone is The Word In The Tone - it's not WHAT you said, it's HOW you said it - honestly, thank you for your bravery, your compassion, and your sheer refusal to take any bullshit. You definitely are an inspiration to me. Alright. Well, 'tis the Season, so... Merry Christmas Celia, and all readers here and for blogs like Jon's, Mickey's, Dear Rest Of America and everyone... I hope you all have a wonderful Holiday Season 2022, and here's to choosing the reality where this turns out better than we can expect today. We got this.
Agreed. This is an excellent piece, Celia. Kinda like I watch/read Shakespeare, just let it wash over me, allow some to sink in, and let the rest wash away.
And I've been trying to do this ... just take it in and try not to react like THIS or THAT, just observe for now. I very much appreciate your perspective, especially since you've been down this road a few times more than most of us. Thank you!
Celia, married 26 years, 30 year relationship to same woman. My oldest son (22) told us ( me, wife and my youngest son) that he was born a woman. My wife said "ok, we love you". My youngest son (20) said "well ok, I guess". I said "prove it...if you want me to affirm then you need to help me understand with facts and logic and evidence ". One year later...that evidence never materialized...and my son began hormone use. When I saw him he had breasts. I was enraged.
Then I was cancelled and my wife left me. Marriage destroyed...I filed for divorce. My family has been destroyed. Everything gone. Either you submit or your cancelled. I would not follow orders. I became close friends with other parents going through the same bullshit. The parents were left and right politically. They just wanted answers! They ended up being canceled by their own children.
The stories I could tell you Celia...you think my story is bad? My story is tame compared to some parents I've spoken with. My close friend is a militant feminist. Very left politically. Her daughter told her and her father that she was really a boy...she was only 12 at the time! My friend raised the girl intimately. Only child. They went to family group therapy to deal with their daughter. The female counselor diagnosed her with gender dysphoria and affirmed everything. "Yes, if you think you are a boy, you are a boy." My friend went apeshit. Father is a dipshit (works all the time and had no time for the daughter while she was growing up) and just wanted the best for his daughter. The father fell in love with the counselor, divorced my friend, and married the psychologist who diagnosed the daughter! My friend went to court and lost custody of her daughter. The judge issued a restraining order against my friend. Now the father is fucking the psychologist who diagnosed the daughter. The daughter is on hormones and moving towards subsequent medicalization, and my friend is helpless. 100s of thousands of stories like this. Surreal. Like a Twilight Zone episode. Nightmare. No one cares about the parents!!!!
You;re absolutely spot-on, John - it is a nightmare you are living. I don't have words to express myself fully, but please know that I (and I am sure, so many others) hold you in my heart with love, strength, tenderness, and respect.
And truly, no one cares about the children either ~ they can't, because they are blind to the dangers of altering the body (via hormones and/or surgery) when a child or young adults' brain hasn't even fully developed.
Or, they know - but there's much money to be made on people who are suffering and confused, so all else is irrelevant.
For what it's worth, there is a growing community of people who 'transitioned' as children / young adults and are 'de-transitioning' now, and they are a formidable group of insightful, creative, angry as hell, and ready to take on the system so other young people make other choices.
I am guessing there may also be a parents' community for folks in your position in this equation, and if I can find contact info for one, I will post it here for you.
So sorry to hear this. I can’t imagine the pain and anger you have endured. I honestly don’t know how I would handle it. One of my best friends. His only daughter had her boobs cut off and went on the hormones while at college her freshman year. I heard the university paid for it but don’t know if that’s true. I honestly don’t understand. I mean. I’ve never really liked my own body. Maybe in my 20’s for a short time when I was too thin. I think every young person has issues with accepting who they are for some years. It’s a crime for doctors to push the rush to alter one’s sex fir instant gratification. It’s all so confusing. What is happening. Praying for you! 💜💜🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
This is a also huge problem for us and our 13-year-old daughter who now believes she's really a boy. Indoctrinated by her left-leaning school and the general leftist ideology around us, which my wife subscribes to (although this gender stuff is a bridge too far for her,) she thinks it's perfectly natural and just to be whatever the hell one says one is, gender-wise.
Take away her phone. You must take her phone away. Try to withdraw as a family from society for a while and make a serious attempt at stepping into the breach of the ramparts of your proverbial family castle. You are her father. You alone have authority over your family - yes, YOU, not your wife - you must be firm at this time and act with prudence and urgency.
Please, for the sake of your soul, and the souls of your wife and daughter, reach beyond your likely bubble of information and search out a Godly Priest and exorcist by the name of Fr. Ripperger. Not for the purpose of an exorcism but for his excellent teaching on "authority" and "hierarchy". You will come away empowered. If you are willing I will spend time searching for the precise YouTube conference talk he gives on "authority" and link it.
So sorry your are dealing with this. Also, "feminism" is the spirit you are fight against in your household and there is a remedy for it.
You own her phone. Take it away. Most of her issues are being nourished by sources she get from her phone.
Sorry this is so long, it's just ... not what Our Creator has planned for her.
I agree with Amy. People may be surprised to know that I take the old Christian view that the father has authority over the whole family. Responsibility.
Girls coming home for college Christmas break with mastectomies and facial hair. Completely horrifying to the parents I've talked with. Yes colleges are allowing free dispensing hormones at colleges as long as your counselor signs off with a note...this is happening after 1-2 counseling sessions. The uterus is destroyed by these drugs. I work in the pharmaceutical industry...they are harvesting our children for profit.
Time to hit your knees and take action. Be gentle but strong. Loving but firm. Perhaps your wife needs to dial back her left-lean rhetoric. I wish is could offer you more but this medium - com boxes - is very limited.
I agree it's all theater AND that Musk is all cabal...still thinkin' of all the poor dead monkeys...humans next. BUT I differ on the goin' off script--he DID go off script. Celia mentioned lil' kids in bloody outfits on Halloween--that's it... he's made the bloodbath and is enjoyin' watchin' the movie HE made, lil' Emperor. Showin' up his gawd-awful "vater" an' all the naysayers. I get it. The Donald went off script too. Not that I like the man but he too is a) VERY entertaining and b) a punk. The cabal didn't like him either though I'm certain he's got his hands in their pie too mister warp speedos... So...I'll take my "Chance"s....kinda like in Being There "I like to watch..." It's a rilly big shewwwww....
Thank you, Celia, for this insightful, incisive article.
You say: "Musk, Chapelle, Jones, and Kanye, are all catalytic forces, mistaken for 'good guys' or 'bad guys.' These weakening questions will not get us anywhere. I see them as the questions of children, wanting to prove they no longer believe in Santa Claus."
As I watch, as of late, various 'big name' folks who are popular in these circles tear one another down - and their 'followers' then tear one another down - I also notice my own response to these dramas.
I see my inclination to idealize these compelling figures and become mesmerized in the dramas surrounding them. That's on me. I can step away from making them into heroes or villains. In doing so, I just distract myself anyway.
They are questions of children, it's true. Questions from the part(s) of me who still place people on pedestals and such. Make them larger than life. I suppose behaving in childlike ways is a remnant of the decades I spent going along with cultural brainwashing ~ oblivious to my lock-step knee-jerk behaviors. Distracting myself from what matters.
You say: "Let’s Get Out Of The Weeds of People Who We Idolize Or Anti-Idolize: Same Problem ... I believe that the “controversial” figures are helping speech by detonating the landmines at the forbidden end. So we can at last talk freely. I don’t like or dislike them—I see what effect they are having on people’s ability and courage to think differently, to go further."
This is a step toward real sovereignty, for me anyway. Moving away from idolizing / idealizing - or the opposite, anti-idolizing / demonizing.
Anyway, thank you. I often think about writing to you, sharing with you my experiences of the Fauci years when I was a young lesbian whose closest loved ones were gay men. Being among a handful of folks in Boston who met in late 1981 to discuss the CDC MMWR findings, which led to the first AIDS service organization (now a corporate behemoth). Era of GRID, then AID, then AIDS. The brief window of time when there was still curiosity and open-inquiry regarding research and treatment modalities. Seeing the window close, giving way to surety, Fauci, Gallo, PCR, AZT. Being stunned by the absence of interest in anything but Gallo / Fauci findings. Being dissed for the excitement I felt reading Peter Duesberg's considerations (and others, as well). Visiting hospital rooms and not donning gloves / gowns, massaging feet, cuddling in bed, laughing and crying together. Attending wakes, memorial services, and funerals for so many, and we hadn't even hit a quarter-century of living. Working in community health and state public health AIDS agencies. I wasn't renegade enough, brave enough, sovereign enough, to speak out and be shunned. By 1991 I left the AIDS realm, sickened by the corporatization and the religious adherence to pharma as the answer - but mostly ill from my silence. Thank you for your courage. Thank you for being a voice of truth at great cost. You may sometimes wonder whether it was worth it. I can't answer that for you. But I can tell you, as someone who STFU instead of expressing my curiositiy and my doubts and my concerns - STFU sickens the soul like nothing else I know of. Glad to finally be awake and alive again now. It's never too late.
"They’re saying: “You can be loved. Pure. Better than others. Brave.” (One of the Covid PSY Ops, weaponized agains us was “courage.”)"
Unless one loves the self, you cannot really love others. You cannot really love yourself and hate your body. Your body was a gift from God. Nobody has ever been "born in the wrong body." Never, ever.
You might want to change it and, as an adult, you should be free to do with your body what you'd like but there is no such thing as "wrong body". God didn't make any mistake.
Mutilation of the body, that people judge as the "wrong body", is pure hatred of self. Body has a consciousness of its own. Love your body and it will love you back. Hate your body...
I wouldn't get my hopes up about Fauci suffering for his misdeeds. As those of us in the conservative community know all too well the Left controls all the levers of power and despite exposing their minions misdeeds to the light the Propaganda wings - academia and the print/tv media will just throw a pillow on the story and suffocate it. Musk will be investigated a 100 times while Fauci gets media love and a taxpayer paid pension worth more than most normal people will make in a lifetime.
I love your work Celia. I work in public health. You are my hero. Yes, I'd like to write about this...actually I'd like to write about my entire experience in 2021. My father (I was very close to him...he had ten children), aunt, and mother-in-law all died 5-7 weeks after their second shot. My two sons were vaccinated without my knowledge in 2021...my son's transgender bullshit. Separation. I went through hell. Like a nuclear bomb exploded over my life. I now know who my real friends are...what an experience.
I thought I meant Peter. I did mean Paul. Sorry! I was listening to a lecture about Peter 2 weeks ago. I don't have time to explain right now—but I will. Meanwhile, thank you. The thing I don't have time to explain is why the names were reversed in my memory.
I always get the 2 mixed up!! Peter denied. Paul was the murderer who had a hand in stoning Stephen. Yep. Even someone once seemingly wicked can be used by God once their eyes are opened. Always have hope!!! Right now it’s so hard to believe in anyone. I truly want to believe in Elon but I just don’t know. 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
This is "fine," but I don't see you doing any deep, challenging dives on Musk. What are the satellites about, he just sent more up ? What are the military intelligence connections? What's the AI REALLY about?
You keep saying, "Wait, watch..." but what are we watching? What are we being distracted from?
I'm not interested in Musk. I'm interested in the documents coming out of Twitter via Musk's actions that could lead to criminal charges against Fauci, and then the others. I'm choosing to believe that could happen.
That's funny - I've never written great job ever here.. work full time so my fan club time is limited but I'll be looking for your substack on the bigger picture of the pie - make it apple please
Great article. For probably the most insightful info on the trans movement check out https://karadansky.substack.com/. Kara Dansky is a very smart very brave person
There can be no doubt Musk and Fauci are both members of the cabal. Now, if TPTB have decided to make Fauci the "fall guy" and are using Musk to do so, then so be it.
Furthermore, and i do recommend the thorough entry regarding warfare’s evolution posted today by Dr Malone, may i make a supporting suggestion from my seat in Chinada ( you know, that postmodern state to your north).
Without the subversion of our idea of truth and its basis for our once civilized society, the crimes of recent times could never have been attempted much less committed. Accountability lost, criminals rush in. From that dark cave over on the left. Where truth and morality are relative to, say, the wind direction. The decadeslong psy op so softened many of us that western civilization’s demise was revealed to me only after escaping Ottawa last February. My recovery from any falsehoods held about government and the cabal was swift and brutal. But effective, and i am grateful.
We fight as individuals and together, as described in “5GW”.
I just sent a tweet to Elon, asking him to please reinstate Celia Farber
Thank you. That's so sweet!
Jon R re-tweeted me and then “followed” me …what an honour! It’s through Jon that I found you. I hope we get you back on Twitter, and to think I may have a part in that would be such an honor.❤️
WAIT. so em is asking tweeters to decide who gets to 'come back'?! sorry, this sounds so high school to me. albeit i not nor have i ever been a twiterer...although i woulda been good at it...being a birda and all...but back to my stop; either it is or it isn't, WHICH IS IT? have we been conditioned now into taking our freedom of speech back in crumbs? please tell me if i'm missing something obvious.
I think there are so many in twitter jail, it's difficult to get through them all. Plus all the weird settings (shadow ban related). Plus making it go faster, the bots, etc. etc.
thank you not my other, great name btw, i had no idea every banned had to be unbanned, like separately?! so much complexity, i guess i was thinking there was a 'free for all' button. boy, if i were queen....
Celia I've been reading your work for some time - this is an absolutely legendary piece. One for the archives and 'greatest hits' -
You finish like a Rock Star with "Let’s all come together: Right, left, Vaxxed, not Vaxxed—let’s stop othering people.
Oh boy do they hate when we do that."
I humbly have quoted you and forwarded to your SubStack at my own Secret Garden - https://occultfan.wordpress.com/2022/12/12/celia-farber-on-the-power-of-the-artist-to-change-society/
Thank you Nathan, what an honor.
It's pretty punk rock to want everyone to actually get along. The Tower of Babel is an apt metaphor. It's not just one country or another, it's the ability to Truly Communicate. The Word. The Breath. Pneuma and 'Conspiration' - The 'Holy Spirit' - our hearts emit a frequency and field, there is the 'Heart Math' level, and there is of course the esoteric, which is, not only equally real, but perhaps if not more important, than 'just as'... keep in our hearts the vibration which leads us through these chaotic next ten years in to a world where we have truly evolved, not in some bombastic and dire manner lead by either fanatics nor by technocrats but by those who are vested in the ancient mysteries and the modern permaculture methods and all the holistic methods we can get - a manner of shaping culture is one of shaping the ideas and vibrations as you do, so, I thank you again, and remember this one - this is a Nathan Lee favourite (tip toeing towards third-person titularity)... er... that is to say - The Sword In The Stone is The Word In The Tone - it's not WHAT you said, it's HOW you said it - honestly, thank you for your bravery, your compassion, and your sheer refusal to take any bullshit. You definitely are an inspiration to me. Alright. Well, 'tis the Season, so... Merry Christmas Celia, and all readers here and for blogs like Jon's, Mickey's, Dear Rest Of America and everyone... I hope you all have a wonderful Holiday Season 2022, and here's to choosing the reality where this turns out better than we can expect today. We got this.
- Nathan Lee
Agreed. This is an excellent piece, Celia. Kinda like I watch/read Shakespeare, just let it wash over me, allow some to sink in, and let the rest wash away.
And I've been trying to do this ... just take it in and try not to react like THIS or THAT, just observe for now. I very much appreciate your perspective, especially since you've been down this road a few times more than most of us. Thank you!
Celia, married 26 years, 30 year relationship to same woman. My oldest son (22) told us ( me, wife and my youngest son) that he was born a woman. My wife said "ok, we love you". My youngest son (20) said "well ok, I guess". I said "prove it...if you want me to affirm then you need to help me understand with facts and logic and evidence ". One year later...that evidence never materialized...and my son began hormone use. When I saw him he had breasts. I was enraged.
Then I was cancelled and my wife left me. Marriage destroyed...I filed for divorce. My family has been destroyed. Everything gone. Either you submit or your cancelled. I would not follow orders. I became close friends with other parents going through the same bullshit. The parents were left and right politically. They just wanted answers! They ended up being canceled by their own children.
John that's utterly devastating. I'm so very sorry. How do you stay strong? Would you consider writing a book?
The stories I could tell you Celia...you think my story is bad? My story is tame compared to some parents I've spoken with. My close friend is a militant feminist. Very left politically. Her daughter told her and her father that she was really a boy...she was only 12 at the time! My friend raised the girl intimately. Only child. They went to family group therapy to deal with their daughter. The female counselor diagnosed her with gender dysphoria and affirmed everything. "Yes, if you think you are a boy, you are a boy." My friend went apeshit. Father is a dipshit (works all the time and had no time for the daughter while she was growing up) and just wanted the best for his daughter. The father fell in love with the counselor, divorced my friend, and married the psychologist who diagnosed the daughter! My friend went to court and lost custody of her daughter. The judge issued a restraining order against my friend. Now the father is fucking the psychologist who diagnosed the daughter. The daughter is on hormones and moving towards subsequent medicalization, and my friend is helpless. 100s of thousands of stories like this. Surreal. Like a Twilight Zone episode. Nightmare. No one cares about the parents!!!!
You;re absolutely spot-on, John - it is a nightmare you are living. I don't have words to express myself fully, but please know that I (and I am sure, so many others) hold you in my heart with love, strength, tenderness, and respect.
And truly, no one cares about the children either ~ they can't, because they are blind to the dangers of altering the body (via hormones and/or surgery) when a child or young adults' brain hasn't even fully developed.
Or, they know - but there's much money to be made on people who are suffering and confused, so all else is irrelevant.
For what it's worth, there is a growing community of people who 'transitioned' as children / young adults and are 'de-transitioning' now, and they are a formidable group of insightful, creative, angry as hell, and ready to take on the system so other young people make other choices.
I am guessing there may also be a parents' community for folks in your position in this equation, and if I can find contact info for one, I will post it here for you.
So sorry to hear this. I can’t imagine the pain and anger you have endured. I honestly don’t know how I would handle it. One of my best friends. His only daughter had her boobs cut off and went on the hormones while at college her freshman year. I heard the university paid for it but don’t know if that’s true. I honestly don’t understand. I mean. I’ve never really liked my own body. Maybe in my 20’s for a short time when I was too thin. I think every young person has issues with accepting who they are for some years. It’s a crime for doctors to push the rush to alter one’s sex fir instant gratification. It’s all so confusing. What is happening. Praying for you! 💜💜🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
This is a also huge problem for us and our 13-year-old daughter who now believes she's really a boy. Indoctrinated by her left-leaning school and the general leftist ideology around us, which my wife subscribes to (although this gender stuff is a bridge too far for her,) she thinks it's perfectly natural and just to be whatever the hell one says one is, gender-wise.
Some sources of understanding for this:
https://tv.gab.com/channel/therealdonaldtrumpet/view/what-is-a-woman-2022-full-62a349a5de115c72f3a8270f
and
https://www.gaysagainstgroomers.com/post/trevorspace-a-pedophile-s-paradise?utm_campaign=c8852c4c-b55d-4ab9-9e74-cc3c70124360&utm_source=so&utm_medium=mail&cid=34f23a13-aef6-4cda-aae8-f3438fe501f2
Take away her phone. You must take her phone away. Try to withdraw as a family from society for a while and make a serious attempt at stepping into the breach of the ramparts of your proverbial family castle. You are her father. You alone have authority over your family - yes, YOU, not your wife - you must be firm at this time and act with prudence and urgency.
Please, for the sake of your soul, and the souls of your wife and daughter, reach beyond your likely bubble of information and search out a Godly Priest and exorcist by the name of Fr. Ripperger. Not for the purpose of an exorcism but for his excellent teaching on "authority" and "hierarchy". You will come away empowered. If you are willing I will spend time searching for the precise YouTube conference talk he gives on "authority" and link it.
So sorry your are dealing with this. Also, "feminism" is the spirit you are fight against in your household and there is a remedy for it.
You own her phone. Take it away. Most of her issues are being nourished by sources she get from her phone.
Sorry this is so long, it's just ... not what Our Creator has planned for her.
I agree with Amy. People may be surprised to know that I take the old Christian view that the father has authority over the whole family. Responsibility.
Wow. I did not need to hear that
Girls coming home for college Christmas break with mastectomies and facial hair. Completely horrifying to the parents I've talked with. Yes colleges are allowing free dispensing hormones at colleges as long as your counselor signs off with a note...this is happening after 1-2 counseling sessions. The uterus is destroyed by these drugs. I work in the pharmaceutical industry...they are harvesting our children for profit.
It's beyond the beyond.
She has no phone. Our decision. She uses a laptop-- not her own-- for limited times, supposedly for homework. But still this crap gets to her.
Time to hit your knees and take action. Be gentle but strong. Loving but firm. Perhaps your wife needs to dial back her left-lean rhetoric. I wish is could offer you more but this medium - com boxes - is very limited.
So sorry your daughter is caught up in this scam. Check out https://karadansky.substack.com/
this is all theatre. Musk is 100% cabal & will never be a good guy. If he has really gone off script then he would be dealt with
I agree it's all theater AND that Musk is all cabal...still thinkin' of all the poor dead monkeys...humans next. BUT I differ on the goin' off script--he DID go off script. Celia mentioned lil' kids in bloody outfits on Halloween--that's it... he's made the bloodbath and is enjoyin' watchin' the movie HE made, lil' Emperor. Showin' up his gawd-awful "vater" an' all the naysayers. I get it. The Donald went off script too. Not that I like the man but he too is a) VERY entertaining and b) a punk. The cabal didn't like him either though I'm certain he's got his hands in their pie too mister warp speedos... So...I'll take my "Chance"s....kinda like in Being There "I like to watch..." It's a rilly big shewwwww....
Thank you, Celia, for this insightful, incisive article.
You say: "Musk, Chapelle, Jones, and Kanye, are all catalytic forces, mistaken for 'good guys' or 'bad guys.' These weakening questions will not get us anywhere. I see them as the questions of children, wanting to prove they no longer believe in Santa Claus."
As I watch, as of late, various 'big name' folks who are popular in these circles tear one another down - and their 'followers' then tear one another down - I also notice my own response to these dramas.
I see my inclination to idealize these compelling figures and become mesmerized in the dramas surrounding them. That's on me. I can step away from making them into heroes or villains. In doing so, I just distract myself anyway.
They are questions of children, it's true. Questions from the part(s) of me who still place people on pedestals and such. Make them larger than life. I suppose behaving in childlike ways is a remnant of the decades I spent going along with cultural brainwashing ~ oblivious to my lock-step knee-jerk behaviors. Distracting myself from what matters.
You say: "Let’s Get Out Of The Weeds of People Who We Idolize Or Anti-Idolize: Same Problem ... I believe that the “controversial” figures are helping speech by detonating the landmines at the forbidden end. So we can at last talk freely. I don’t like or dislike them—I see what effect they are having on people’s ability and courage to think differently, to go further."
This is a step toward real sovereignty, for me anyway. Moving away from idolizing / idealizing - or the opposite, anti-idolizing / demonizing.
Anyway, thank you. I often think about writing to you, sharing with you my experiences of the Fauci years when I was a young lesbian whose closest loved ones were gay men. Being among a handful of folks in Boston who met in late 1981 to discuss the CDC MMWR findings, which led to the first AIDS service organization (now a corporate behemoth). Era of GRID, then AID, then AIDS. The brief window of time when there was still curiosity and open-inquiry regarding research and treatment modalities. Seeing the window close, giving way to surety, Fauci, Gallo, PCR, AZT. Being stunned by the absence of interest in anything but Gallo / Fauci findings. Being dissed for the excitement I felt reading Peter Duesberg's considerations (and others, as well). Visiting hospital rooms and not donning gloves / gowns, massaging feet, cuddling in bed, laughing and crying together. Attending wakes, memorial services, and funerals for so many, and we hadn't even hit a quarter-century of living. Working in community health and state public health AIDS agencies. I wasn't renegade enough, brave enough, sovereign enough, to speak out and be shunned. By 1991 I left the AIDS realm, sickened by the corporatization and the religious adherence to pharma as the answer - but mostly ill from my silence. Thank you for your courage. Thank you for being a voice of truth at great cost. You may sometimes wonder whether it was worth it. I can't answer that for you. But I can tell you, as someone who STFU instead of expressing my curiositiy and my doubts and my concerns - STFU sickens the soul like nothing else I know of. Glad to finally be awake and alive again now. It's never too late.
You brought up a key issue:
"They’re saying: “You can be loved. Pure. Better than others. Brave.” (One of the Covid PSY Ops, weaponized agains us was “courage.”)"
Unless one loves the self, you cannot really love others. You cannot really love yourself and hate your body. Your body was a gift from God. Nobody has ever been "born in the wrong body." Never, ever.
You might want to change it and, as an adult, you should be free to do with your body what you'd like but there is no such thing as "wrong body". God didn't make any mistake.
Mutilation of the body, that people judge as the "wrong body", is pure hatred of self. Body has a consciousness of its own. Love your body and it will love you back. Hate your body...
I wouldn't get my hopes up about Fauci suffering for his misdeeds. As those of us in the conservative community know all too well the Left controls all the levers of power and despite exposing their minions misdeeds to the light the Propaganda wings - academia and the print/tv media will just throw a pillow on the story and suffocate it. Musk will be investigated a 100 times while Fauci gets media love and a taxpayer paid pension worth more than most normal people will make in a lifetime.
Maybe Fauci is the sacrificial lamb. He is over 80 and has served his purpose. Who better?
I love your work Celia. I work in public health. You are my hero. Yes, I'd like to write about this...actually I'd like to write about my entire experience in 2021. My father (I was very close to him...he had ten children), aunt, and mother-in-law all died 5-7 weeks after their second shot. My two sons were vaccinated without my knowledge in 2021...my son's transgender bullshit. Separation. I went through hell. Like a nuclear bomb exploded over my life. I now know who my real friends are...what an experience.
Sorry to hear John. Hope you can write about it some day... hang in there.
Did you mean Paul?
I thought I meant Peter. I did mean Paul. Sorry! I was listening to a lecture about Peter 2 weeks ago. I don't have time to explain right now—but I will. Meanwhile, thank you. The thing I don't have time to explain is why the names were reversed in my memory.
I always get the 2 mixed up!! Peter denied. Paul was the murderer who had a hand in stoning Stephen. Yep. Even someone once seemingly wicked can be used by God once their eyes are opened. Always have hope!!! Right now it’s so hard to believe in anyone. I truly want to believe in Elon but I just don’t know. 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
I meant Paul! Thank you Deb.
Biblical Peter’s name always comes before Paul!!
Thank you for this, Celia. You are a north-pointing compass in a fog.
Yes, Celia! They hate when we come together -- because our power is amplified, infinitely. I believe the word sin really means, "anything that separates." https://marypoindextermclaughlin.substack.com/p/sin-a-unique-definition
This is "fine," but I don't see you doing any deep, challenging dives on Musk. What are the satellites about, he just sent more up ? What are the military intelligence connections? What's the AI REALLY about?
You keep saying, "Wait, watch..." but what are we watching? What are we being distracted from?
I'm not interested in Musk. I'm interested in the documents coming out of Twitter via Musk's actions that could lead to criminal charges against Fauci, and then the others. I'm choosing to believe that could happen.
So you're interested in a small piece of the pie.
My take is, Celia is interested in the substance of the pie - not the personalities surrounding it.
Who's talking about personalities? I'm talking about the bigger picture that supports and creates the Faucis of our world.
When have I ever turned away from the whole pie? But one thing at a time. One gets to the whole pie by dealing with aspects of it, continually.
I think you should start your own substack focused on the bigger piece of the pie. Can't wait
I think you should start a little fan club for all your faves and block any and all criticism and discussion beyond "great job."
That's funny - I've never written great job ever here.. work full time so my fan club time is limited but I'll be looking for your substack on the bigger picture of the pie - make it apple please
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Great article. For probably the most insightful info on the trans movement check out https://karadansky.substack.com/. Kara Dansky is a very smart very brave person
There can be no doubt Musk and Fauci are both members of the cabal. Now, if TPTB have decided to make Fauci the "fall guy" and are using Musk to do so, then so be it.
Furthermore, and i do recommend the thorough entry regarding warfare’s evolution posted today by Dr Malone, may i make a supporting suggestion from my seat in Chinada ( you know, that postmodern state to your north).
Without the subversion of our idea of truth and its basis for our once civilized society, the crimes of recent times could never have been attempted much less committed. Accountability lost, criminals rush in. From that dark cave over on the left. Where truth and morality are relative to, say, the wind direction. The decadeslong psy op so softened many of us that western civilization’s demise was revealed to me only after escaping Ottawa last February. My recovery from any falsehoods held about government and the cabal was swift and brutal. But effective, and i am grateful.
We fight as individuals and together, as described in “5GW”.
There is nothing Criminals fear more than unified people. That is why they spend billions dividing us. Let’s do the opposite they desire for us to do.