“I knelt down and prayed, for mercy, for intercession, for strength, and for protection against apathy and despair.
To perceive or not to perceive?”
I struggle with this daily. Is ignorance really bliss? It seems like it for the masses. I fear we are no better than MSM by constantly analyzing this world on fire. Our bodies will react to the fear porn and the real situations all the same. Unfortunately, once you are awake it’s hard to go back to sleep. 😒
Isn't the key to be able to observe and understand events without allowing our energy and emotions to be consumed by those events? Such detachment might seem difficult, or even cold and un-human, but isn't it necessary for our sanity and survival? War is being waged against us and we must know our enemy without being sucked into their trap, without living in fear and low vibration? "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places" (Ephesians 6:12).
As long as detachment does not cause our hearts to shut down...crying is good. When I cry, I know my heart is open, broken open, like you are saying, Celia, but open, not shut down. To think we would not feel pain is not human. Pain cracks our shells open, lets in light and life.
Oh Cecelia, I don't know how an awesome, in-depth journalist like you could absorb the constant dark and shocking news, try to analyze and synthesize it into your great writing without having agony and turning to the spiritual help of prayer. I see your tears as a normal and wonderful sign of your humanity and depth of feeling.
I find you to be a staggeringly honest and creative voice. Your sharing is so generous, your genuine humanity refreshing.
You who uplift many, may you feel the wings of angels hovering hugs about you and lifting you up "lest you dash your foot against a stone" (Psalm 139) ...so grateful for the gift of your stories.
What EPA claims is the "safe" lifetime dose of dioxin — now raining down over Ohio and PA — is the weight of 1/32,000,000th (one thirty-two millionth) of an aspirin tablet.
Stay strong, Celia. You've been a beacon for many.
There will be better days ahead. For most, I hope.
Hard not to be numb these days. It is like we're living through a Code Red, constantly. We did not evolve to deal with what is being done to us, the saturation, artificiality, the endless psyops.
But that will all pass when we come out the other side of these trials.
I too find it soothing to do practical things like watering the plants, weeding, etc.
❤️🙏🍃Hear you & with you. It is all too much. Deep prayer, breaks (days if we need it to be!), sleep & whatever else nurtures us deeply (laughs, dance, nature, animals, cooking, communion w/ safe folks, etc.) are so important. Thank you for your work & restoration, however it looks!💗
"I knelt down and prayed, for mercy, for intercession, for strength, and for protection against apathy and despair."
Alot of us are doing alot more of that lately. Praying for guidance and that God's will be done in our lives and on this earth. Preparing a little more each day for who-knows-what is coming down the pike, talking with neighbors, networking more, making new connections "just in case...."
Thank you, Celia, for articulating what we're all feeling as we inch our way along this razor-thin ledge ever so carefully.
What are you going to to when they tie every digital wallet with ID, monthly carbon quota, vax pass and immoral new planetary rights? How can you pay for electricity, water, taxes, etc.? Those items don't take barter. https://scientificprogress.substack.com/p/satattack
The best thing to do now is to GET INVOLVED IN POLITICS. There's no other way out.
Test: if a resistance leader doesn’t tell people about freemason control (cf. Ronald Bernard) and don’t say that our lives depend on getting involved in politics, it will all be a waste of precious resources, which should be directed for anti-globalist laws detailed in chapter “Politics got us in, politics is the only way out” (after prayer, of course, since a military coup to stop the violation of the Constitution and restore Democracy is improbable).
The only way out of the freemason crystal maze is to build a new system from scratch with the following keynotes:
Money: it’s a bad idea that Government has a monopoly of anything, especially currency. Anything of worth should be legal tender, even vouchers, IOUs, warrants, etc. Communities are entitled to run their own monetary system, based on real assets. No only gold, silver, copper, platinum, lithium, precious metals and minerals, but also barter vouchers such as a pound/kg of flour, a gallon/liter of gasoline, human hours, distance transported (humans, volume, weight, special care).
Townhall Direct Democracy: votes should never be anonymous. Face to face contact is important in an era of deep fake and fake news, but even more for accountability. Representative democracy isn’t necessary if there are efficient and safe voting systems. You represent yourself, though you have the power to delegate your voting power to different representatives for different topics/mandates for a definite time and recover it whenever you want, even before the period is over.
Direct spending: the federal, state and county incomes are divided by all the inhabitants (including the unborn), and you get to decide where every single proportionate cent is going to be spend in public goods and services. There’s a Spanish saying: “the eye of the master, fattens the cattle”. Direct spending would reduce bureaucracy, corruption, inefficiency, waste, unmet needs and government spending in things that are not a priority for the people. Deficit and borrowing should be illegal. After some years of solving critical problems, people will find harder to justify projects with low socio-economic net present value or internal rate of return, thus surplus would be returned to tax payers, and eventually, taxes lowered: it seems to be the only realistic mechanism to stop the spiral of government deficit and debt, where banksters take hostage future generations and politicians have nothing to lose by increasing spending and everything to win in terms of voters thinking they are receiving more than the rest.
Brutal transparency: reps should live stream at all possible times (not only working hours). All budgets, bids and transactions should be open for online scrutiny.
Democratic justice: community courts should be formed by people: the number of judges in the court is decided by the community. They could be elected for a certain period by chance or by vote, from a list of those capable of interpreting texts or from a list of lawyers. The same, for higher appeal courts. There’s no true democracy if natural law, including natural human rights, isn’t above the Constitution.
The police should be a local force. The captain should be elected.
The penitentiary system should be community based and directed towards reformation and paying back damages. House arrest or fenced working zones should be the norm.
How can a dead guy get 85% of the ballots and be declared the winner? What does that say about the voters?
That actually happened in Missouri several years ago. A candidate died in an airplane crash shortly before the election. There was not enough time to have new ballots printed so his name remained on the ballot. The story of his death was not widely reported so many voters did not know he died. He won the election and the Governor named his wife to fill the seat.
"Do not comply" is useless?
Noncompliance ideas:
• Avoiding Misinformation Media (all major media outlets)
• Spreading truth in social networks even if censored (change the language)
• Buying locally grown food with cash
• Growing your own garden
• Local trading
• Homeschooling
• Home business
• Planning for economic crisis, so you are not so easily bribed by their solution
Yet, "Do not comply" mantra is naive. Think about using that slogan when lockdowns were enforced by the police upon arrest, fines and vehicle decommission. Nobody used guns then, why would they use them later?
The smart cities will be enforced AFTER they get away with the IDollar (cashban non-anon digital money), THEN you'll have no choice but to comply.
Any resistance is good, even passive. Better anything than nothing. Yet, it isn't enough, especially seeing how fast things are evolving and being prepared. In this context, conforming to passive resistance means defeat. Actually, it might be a false flag to numb down the masses, falling into the delusion that normal walking-away and “checks and balances” or political forces would self-correct massive government infiltration and corruption by freemasonry. Passiveness is the enemy of activeness. There’ll be little room for resistance if they succeed in their plans: reaction is the enemy of action.
Apart from prayer, there’s only option: fighting with all your resources for a political overturn. Otherwise you are choosing defeat by political inaction, leaving yourself no choice except moving to a self-sufficient farm, surrounded by like-minded farms and doctors, pharmacists, etc… and eventually even those preppers will be searched and destroyed by the future digi-tatorship.
I've compiled (and soon publish on substack) a list of 100 laws we need URGENTLY to prevent the attacks on freedom, for example, forcing members of secret societies which require obedience to disclose membership, especially if working in government or listed corporations or foundations. Ideas?
If I was a therapist (oh wait, I AM a therapist) and you were my client (you're not) and you brought in that dream I would have to work very hard not to bounce up and down with the power of it. In depth psychology dreams are referred to as “the portal to the source”; universal elements appear in them as clues to our progress in becoming who we’re meant to become. These elements which may appear nonsensical are often represented in collective myths and practices, even those with which we may have no personal experience. This is, to me, a reminder of those factors which connect human beings, outside of time but within a collective web of meaning.
I read somewhere of an old-timey method for trapping monkeys in India which employs a hollowed-out coconut with a banana inside as bait. There’s a hole in the coconut which is big enough to accommodate a banana or a monkey hand but not both. The coconut is tied to a tree. When a monkey reaches inside to get the banana, he/she/they cannot withdraw their hand without letting go of it. They’re disinclined to do this because a banana in the hand is better than a bunch of them in the bushes. The monkey is stuck in a paradigm where this banana is the only banana, it’s trapped by a lack of trust that there will be other bananas. It becomes easy prey for the trappers.
To your very point, shame seems to be the leitmotif of the ongoing flood of debacles we’re living through. This was put to work at the most primitive level when people fought each other over toilet paper. That little trick worked by amplifying an inner sense of dirtiness in those who fell for it. The big insight here is that no one fell for it more than its orchestrators, they knew it would work because their shame is boundless and their faith in technique is fanatical because they’re pure mimetic weirdos, without technique they’d be nothing. And none of us is stainless here, let’s be honest. Everybody poops.
I’m troubled more than anything in the OFOD by how hateful I’ve felt. I experience a gross spurt of contempt every time I see someone in a mask now. It’s become an ongoing inner practice not to indulge the pursuant thoughts which start with “You fucking idiot” on the way to “You’re why we’re in this goddamn OFOD in the first place!” These conclusions might be reasonable but they feel bad, they feel dirty.
Close relationships are contexts by which we experience our lives and if we were working your dream in therapy I’d propose that your friend shows up to represent a context in which you were innocent: you before you knew what you now know. There’s a stranger there too, someone with whom you cannot make contact. That innocence has been lost, but when you depart you do so with a whole bag of bananas, a supply of nourishment. Bananas are good for you.
You arrive in another context, a New York street which you associate with your father, as such a scene suggestive of durable authority, though there’s something strange taking place there. Novel elements appear amidst familiar ones to reveal all that is changing, all that can change. Don’t sell yourself short with the JB association, I think the collective unconscious is telling you something else.
The idea of the multiverse is expressed in Buddhist cosmology by the term trichiliocosm. The root, trich, means hair or hair-like: reality is expressed as a web of interconnected strands. These strands can become tangled and knotty or woven with intent into something beautiful. Sometimes in retreat contexts, the teacher cuts a bit of hair from each participant. The strands are all added together and ceremonially burned in a ritual symbolizing the shared experience of meditators coming together and burning away their limiting perspectives, the contexts in which they are made of anything less than love. It’s also often said that we should meditate like our hair is on fire, that we should take the practice just that seriously. And real meditation is basically a committed inquiry into what’s true. We question every certainty and trust that we’re held in a larger process.
You have been a teacher to me and many others with your words, both in terms of content and in your commitment to keep going. It’s inspiring and I’m grateful.
I alternate between deeply felt compassion for people wearing masks, visceral rage, and dispassion. The two polar opposite responses of compassion, and rage cause a low level of emotional dissonance but I believe I understand the two opposite responses so the dissonance is mostly something I can use to learn more about myself when I take the time to ponder it more deeply. Dispassion is the ultimate resolution of the dissonance.
The compassion comes from knowing that no matter how intelligent, accomplished, or sometimes even very wise one may be, people are easily paralyzed, and herded by fear. Mostly I see old or otherwise very physically, and or psychologically vulnerable people wearing masks. It's truly sad seeing people who are that easily traumatized by fear of something that is almost wholly created as a fiction by mimietic weirdos, a brilliant turn of phrase, thank you. I don't fear death. I welcome it as an old friend. We've all died many, many times.
Being dispassionate means knowing that we all choose our suffering. We are creative beings. We literally choose our suffering. It's how we learn lessons we need to learn. Compassion, and dispassion are not mutually exclusive. They're slightly different perspectives, and dispassion tempers compassion, and other emotions.
The visceral rage is mostly due to utter astonishment that humanity is so ignorant to be literally herded to slaughter by mimetic weirdos who are relatively small in number, exceedingly dumb, quite powerless as their power is mostly illusory, and nearly irredeemably criminal. Many people have died from a mRNA bioweapon. More will die, or suffer. Criminals are working to starve humanity, and they are now poisoning humanity, launching psyco-spiritual ops using balloons, and various other strange ops like making Elon Musk, a raving, maniacal transhumanist weirdo who despises earth, and humanity so much he wants to go to Mars, into a savior. The dark occult freaks are obsessed with Mars. In a profound way I'm quite dispassionate about all of this too. I'm not on the journey the mimetic weirdos are taking much of humanity.
One thing is absolutely certain. The people most afraid, and existentially deeply, darkly desperate are all the evil, mimetic weirdos. They ultimately lose. They lose over, and over again because the universal, inviolable law of karma necessitates that evil souls must be confronted both in the spirit realms, and in the earthly realm with their own evil. Karma is a law that insists we are always meeting ourselves.
I was nine years old in 1961. I do not know what triggered it, but I began to write apocalyptic poetry and draw images to illustrate. My mum was shocked when she found my secret book. She took it to the Headmaster of my junior school and I was horrified. It was passed to a Psychiatrist who had a smelly chaos of an office in town. I had an appointment to see him and I decided to behave as if I was one of my 'normal' friends.
The Psych gave me puzzles to do, asked a lot of questions, watched me closely.
Then he caught me gazing at a painting on his wall. Beautiful white horses, running through rolling surf. "Do you like horses?" he asked. I nodded. "Maybe your mother will buy you one!" He smiled at me and I knew.....
That man hadn't a clue about real life.
It has been like that ever since.
People in authority, with control over our lives.
People who clearly do not have two braincells to rub together.
Home is the safe place that most of us knew. I think it's gone and I'm seriously wondering where in the world to go. I have been considering Mexico, Beliz, Cost Rica, Aruba and even Russia. Unless things change dramatically, North America is not a good option.
What to do? Where to go? Russia might be better than North America. But They are coming for us though, every last one of us, remaking the world as They see fit, monsters all.
End of a long cycle; start of a new age; out of Pisces and into Aquarius, forth-turning etc. What ever label we try to pin on this won't begin to cut it. It's designed, imo, to bring us to our knees. Maybe it's all about surrendering to that which gave us life - whatever name you call - and living in humility and trust. Cleary it's all out of our hands anyway.
I beg to differ. It is all very much in our hands. God helps those who help themselves, not those who pass the buck. We create our own reality. That's why they are afraid of us.
Of course they fear us - enough of us on to them, anyway. And we can all stand up, say no, not go along with their agenda.
I mean it's all coming down; we couldn't stop the covid-psyop, or 9/11, but we can see them for what they are. And the process is internal as much as it is external - the internal piece is like a realignment to the essentials, because there is nothing 'out-there' that can be held on to.
Consider the Remdesivir/ventilator or the Midazolam/morphine concoction, both of which had only a single objective: killing. The hired killers are all over the place:
Isn't it way too familiar by now for anyone willing to think that problems are created by the very same parties that, later on, generously offer to solve them, preferably in response to "public demand"?
Worldwide poisoning is now exceeding anything a sane person could imagine:
Yet we must…”die” is the answer to your question. Neither the train wreaks nor the “earthquakes” seem to be natural events. It is hard to not be reminded of the weeks ago warnings to Ertogan or the request for prayers for the Amish whose population now surrounds the chemical fire. Is it horrendous death and destruction for the Turkish people or slow death by starvation for the American population? As I bow my head, my tin-foil hat catches my tears. I ask myself “why” and “who is Deagle anyway?”
“I knelt down and prayed, for mercy, for intercession, for strength, and for protection against apathy and despair.
To perceive or not to perceive?”
I struggle with this daily. Is ignorance really bliss? It seems like it for the masses. I fear we are no better than MSM by constantly analyzing this world on fire. Our bodies will react to the fear porn and the real situations all the same. Unfortunately, once you are awake it’s hard to go back to sleep. 😒
Isn't the key to be able to observe and understand events without allowing our energy and emotions to be consumed by those events? Such detachment might seem difficult, or even cold and un-human, but isn't it necessary for our sanity and survival? War is being waged against us and we must know our enemy without being sucked into their trap, without living in fear and low vibration? "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places" (Ephesians 6:12).
As long as detachment does not cause our hearts to shut down...crying is good. When I cry, I know my heart is open, broken open, like you are saying, Celia, but open, not shut down. To think we would not feel pain is not human. Pain cracks our shells open, lets in light and life.
That is the goal, Tirion.
I honestly don't know how those of us in the know are supposed to retain our sanity. Crying helps. Thanks, Celia.
Oh Cecelia, I don't know how an awesome, in-depth journalist like you could absorb the constant dark and shocking news, try to analyze and synthesize it into your great writing without having agony and turning to the spiritual help of prayer. I see your tears as a normal and wonderful sign of your humanity and depth of feeling.
I find you to be a staggeringly honest and creative voice. Your sharing is so generous, your genuine humanity refreshing.
You who uplift many, may you feel the wings of angels hovering hugs about you and lifting you up "lest you dash your foot against a stone" (Psalm 139) ...so grateful for the gift of your stories.
Eileen Schrader, you wrote a beautiful comment and I completely agree with you. Thank you for posting.
What EPA claims is the "safe" lifetime dose of dioxin — now raining down over Ohio and PA — is the weight of 1/32,000,000th (one thirty-two millionth) of an aspirin tablet.
Dupont is the EPA's biggest "donor." Talk about "agency capture!" (Learned this from RFK Jr.).
Stay strong, Celia. You've been a beacon for many.
There will be better days ahead. For most, I hope.
Hard not to be numb these days. It is like we're living through a Code Red, constantly. We did not evolve to deal with what is being done to us, the saturation, artificiality, the endless psyops.
But that will all pass when we come out the other side of these trials.
I too find it soothing to do practical things like watering the plants, weeding, etc.
Peace.
Yes, essential to keep oneself grounded regularly. Spend time in nature every day, even if it is only a walk in the park. Talk to your plants!
❤️🙏🍃Hear you & with you. It is all too much. Deep prayer, breaks (days if we need it to be!), sleep & whatever else nurtures us deeply (laughs, dance, nature, animals, cooking, communion w/ safe folks, etc.) are so important. Thank you for your work & restoration, however it looks!💗
"I knelt down and prayed, for mercy, for intercession, for strength, and for protection against apathy and despair."
Alot of us are doing alot more of that lately. Praying for guidance and that God's will be done in our lives and on this earth. Preparing a little more each day for who-knows-what is coming down the pike, talking with neighbors, networking more, making new connections "just in case...."
Thank you, Celia, for articulating what we're all feeling as we inch our way along this razor-thin ledge ever so carefully.
What are you going to to when they tie every digital wallet with ID, monthly carbon quota, vax pass and immoral new planetary rights? How can you pay for electricity, water, taxes, etc.? Those items don't take barter. https://scientificprogress.substack.com/p/satattack
The best thing to do now is to GET INVOLVED IN POLITICS. There's no other way out.
Test: if a resistance leader doesn’t tell people about freemason control (cf. Ronald Bernard) and don’t say that our lives depend on getting involved in politics, it will all be a waste of precious resources, which should be directed for anti-globalist laws detailed in chapter “Politics got us in, politics is the only way out” (after prayer, of course, since a military coup to stop the violation of the Constitution and restore Democracy is improbable).
The only way out of the freemason crystal maze is to build a new system from scratch with the following keynotes:
Money: it’s a bad idea that Government has a monopoly of anything, especially currency. Anything of worth should be legal tender, even vouchers, IOUs, warrants, etc. Communities are entitled to run their own monetary system, based on real assets. No only gold, silver, copper, platinum, lithium, precious metals and minerals, but also barter vouchers such as a pound/kg of flour, a gallon/liter of gasoline, human hours, distance transported (humans, volume, weight, special care).
Townhall Direct Democracy: votes should never be anonymous. Face to face contact is important in an era of deep fake and fake news, but even more for accountability. Representative democracy isn’t necessary if there are efficient and safe voting systems. You represent yourself, though you have the power to delegate your voting power to different representatives for different topics/mandates for a definite time and recover it whenever you want, even before the period is over.
Direct spending: the federal, state and county incomes are divided by all the inhabitants (including the unborn), and you get to decide where every single proportionate cent is going to be spend in public goods and services. There’s a Spanish saying: “the eye of the master, fattens the cattle”. Direct spending would reduce bureaucracy, corruption, inefficiency, waste, unmet needs and government spending in things that are not a priority for the people. Deficit and borrowing should be illegal. After some years of solving critical problems, people will find harder to justify projects with low socio-economic net present value or internal rate of return, thus surplus would be returned to tax payers, and eventually, taxes lowered: it seems to be the only realistic mechanism to stop the spiral of government deficit and debt, where banksters take hostage future generations and politicians have nothing to lose by increasing spending and everything to win in terms of voters thinking they are receiving more than the rest.
Brutal transparency: reps should live stream at all possible times (not only working hours). All budgets, bids and transactions should be open for online scrutiny.
Democratic justice: community courts should be formed by people: the number of judges in the court is decided by the community. They could be elected for a certain period by chance or by vote, from a list of those capable of interpreting texts or from a list of lawyers. The same, for higher appeal courts. There’s no true democracy if natural law, including natural human rights, isn’t above the Constitution.
The police should be a local force. The captain should be elected.
The penitentiary system should be community based and directed towards reformation and paying back damages. House arrest or fenced working zones should be the norm.
How can a dead guy get 85% of the ballots and be declared the winner? What does that say about the voters?
That actually happened in Missouri several years ago. A candidate died in an airplane crash shortly before the election. There was not enough time to have new ballots printed so his name remained on the ballot. The story of his death was not widely reported so many voters did not know he died. He won the election and the Governor named his wife to fill the seat.
"Do not comply" is useless?
Noncompliance ideas:
• Avoiding Misinformation Media (all major media outlets)
• Spreading truth in social networks even if censored (change the language)
• Buying locally grown food with cash
• Growing your own garden
• Local trading
• Homeschooling
• Home business
• Planning for economic crisis, so you are not so easily bribed by their solution
Yet, "Do not comply" mantra is naive. Think about using that slogan when lockdowns were enforced by the police upon arrest, fines and vehicle decommission. Nobody used guns then, why would they use them later?
The smart cities will be enforced AFTER they get away with the IDollar (cashban non-anon digital money), THEN you'll have no choice but to comply.
Any resistance is good, even passive. Better anything than nothing. Yet, it isn't enough, especially seeing how fast things are evolving and being prepared. In this context, conforming to passive resistance means defeat. Actually, it might be a false flag to numb down the masses, falling into the delusion that normal walking-away and “checks and balances” or political forces would self-correct massive government infiltration and corruption by freemasonry. Passiveness is the enemy of activeness. There’ll be little room for resistance if they succeed in their plans: reaction is the enemy of action.
Apart from prayer, there’s only option: fighting with all your resources for a political overturn. Otherwise you are choosing defeat by political inaction, leaving yourself no choice except moving to a self-sufficient farm, surrounded by like-minded farms and doctors, pharmacists, etc… and eventually even those preppers will be searched and destroyed by the future digi-tatorship.
I've compiled (and soon publish on substack) a list of 100 laws we need URGENTLY to prevent the attacks on freedom, for example, forcing members of secret societies which require obedience to disclose membership, especially if working in government or listed corporations or foundations. Ideas?
http://scientificprogress.substack.com
If I was a therapist (oh wait, I AM a therapist) and you were my client (you're not) and you brought in that dream I would have to work very hard not to bounce up and down with the power of it. In depth psychology dreams are referred to as “the portal to the source”; universal elements appear in them as clues to our progress in becoming who we’re meant to become. These elements which may appear nonsensical are often represented in collective myths and practices, even those with which we may have no personal experience. This is, to me, a reminder of those factors which connect human beings, outside of time but within a collective web of meaning.
I read somewhere of an old-timey method for trapping monkeys in India which employs a hollowed-out coconut with a banana inside as bait. There’s a hole in the coconut which is big enough to accommodate a banana or a monkey hand but not both. The coconut is tied to a tree. When a monkey reaches inside to get the banana, he/she/they cannot withdraw their hand without letting go of it. They’re disinclined to do this because a banana in the hand is better than a bunch of them in the bushes. The monkey is stuck in a paradigm where this banana is the only banana, it’s trapped by a lack of trust that there will be other bananas. It becomes easy prey for the trappers.
To your very point, shame seems to be the leitmotif of the ongoing flood of debacles we’re living through. This was put to work at the most primitive level when people fought each other over toilet paper. That little trick worked by amplifying an inner sense of dirtiness in those who fell for it. The big insight here is that no one fell for it more than its orchestrators, they knew it would work because their shame is boundless and their faith in technique is fanatical because they’re pure mimetic weirdos, without technique they’d be nothing. And none of us is stainless here, let’s be honest. Everybody poops.
I’m troubled more than anything in the OFOD by how hateful I’ve felt. I experience a gross spurt of contempt every time I see someone in a mask now. It’s become an ongoing inner practice not to indulge the pursuant thoughts which start with “You fucking idiot” on the way to “You’re why we’re in this goddamn OFOD in the first place!” These conclusions might be reasonable but they feel bad, they feel dirty.
Close relationships are contexts by which we experience our lives and if we were working your dream in therapy I’d propose that your friend shows up to represent a context in which you were innocent: you before you knew what you now know. There’s a stranger there too, someone with whom you cannot make contact. That innocence has been lost, but when you depart you do so with a whole bag of bananas, a supply of nourishment. Bananas are good for you.
You arrive in another context, a New York street which you associate with your father, as such a scene suggestive of durable authority, though there’s something strange taking place there. Novel elements appear amidst familiar ones to reveal all that is changing, all that can change. Don’t sell yourself short with the JB association, I think the collective unconscious is telling you something else.
The idea of the multiverse is expressed in Buddhist cosmology by the term trichiliocosm. The root, trich, means hair or hair-like: reality is expressed as a web of interconnected strands. These strands can become tangled and knotty or woven with intent into something beautiful. Sometimes in retreat contexts, the teacher cuts a bit of hair from each participant. The strands are all added together and ceremonially burned in a ritual symbolizing the shared experience of meditators coming together and burning away their limiting perspectives, the contexts in which they are made of anything less than love. It’s also often said that we should meditate like our hair is on fire, that we should take the practice just that seriously. And real meditation is basically a committed inquiry into what’s true. We question every certainty and trust that we’re held in a larger process.
You have been a teacher to me and many others with your words, both in terms of content and in your commitment to keep going. It’s inspiring and I’m grateful.
I really appreciate your comment.
I alternate between deeply felt compassion for people wearing masks, visceral rage, and dispassion. The two polar opposite responses of compassion, and rage cause a low level of emotional dissonance but I believe I understand the two opposite responses so the dissonance is mostly something I can use to learn more about myself when I take the time to ponder it more deeply. Dispassion is the ultimate resolution of the dissonance.
The compassion comes from knowing that no matter how intelligent, accomplished, or sometimes even very wise one may be, people are easily paralyzed, and herded by fear. Mostly I see old or otherwise very physically, and or psychologically vulnerable people wearing masks. It's truly sad seeing people who are that easily traumatized by fear of something that is almost wholly created as a fiction by mimietic weirdos, a brilliant turn of phrase, thank you. I don't fear death. I welcome it as an old friend. We've all died many, many times.
Being dispassionate means knowing that we all choose our suffering. We are creative beings. We literally choose our suffering. It's how we learn lessons we need to learn. Compassion, and dispassion are not mutually exclusive. They're slightly different perspectives, and dispassion tempers compassion, and other emotions.
The visceral rage is mostly due to utter astonishment that humanity is so ignorant to be literally herded to slaughter by mimetic weirdos who are relatively small in number, exceedingly dumb, quite powerless as their power is mostly illusory, and nearly irredeemably criminal. Many people have died from a mRNA bioweapon. More will die, or suffer. Criminals are working to starve humanity, and they are now poisoning humanity, launching psyco-spiritual ops using balloons, and various other strange ops like making Elon Musk, a raving, maniacal transhumanist weirdo who despises earth, and humanity so much he wants to go to Mars, into a savior. The dark occult freaks are obsessed with Mars. In a profound way I'm quite dispassionate about all of this too. I'm not on the journey the mimetic weirdos are taking much of humanity.
One thing is absolutely certain. The people most afraid, and existentially deeply, darkly desperate are all the evil, mimetic weirdos. They ultimately lose. They lose over, and over again because the universal, inviolable law of karma necessitates that evil souls must be confronted both in the spirit realms, and in the earthly realm with their own evil. Karma is a law that insists we are always meeting ourselves.
Layers and layers of reality, none of it real
Layers of lies.
I was nine years old in 1961. I do not know what triggered it, but I began to write apocalyptic poetry and draw images to illustrate. My mum was shocked when she found my secret book. She took it to the Headmaster of my junior school and I was horrified. It was passed to a Psychiatrist who had a smelly chaos of an office in town. I had an appointment to see him and I decided to behave as if I was one of my 'normal' friends.
The Psych gave me puzzles to do, asked a lot of questions, watched me closely.
Then he caught me gazing at a painting on his wall. Beautiful white horses, running through rolling surf. "Do you like horses?" he asked. I nodded. "Maybe your mother will buy you one!" He smiled at me and I knew.....
That man hadn't a clue about real life.
It has been like that ever since.
People in authority, with control over our lives.
People who clearly do not have two braincells to rub together.
https://francesleader.substack.com/p/the-white-horses-of-the-apocalypse
WTF. I wanna go home. Where is that?
Your spiritual home is within you. Go within and find it. That's where you want to be.
Thank you, I do have my inner home. I grieve though for the home -external- that once was.
Home is the safe place that most of us knew. I think it's gone and I'm seriously wondering where in the world to go. I have been considering Mexico, Beliz, Cost Rica, Aruba and even Russia. Unless things change dramatically, North America is not a good option.
What to do? Where to go? Russia might be better than North America. But They are coming for us though, every last one of us, remaking the world as They see fit, monsters all.
End of a long cycle; start of a new age; out of Pisces and into Aquarius, forth-turning etc. What ever label we try to pin on this won't begin to cut it. It's designed, imo, to bring us to our knees. Maybe it's all about surrendering to that which gave us life - whatever name you call - and living in humility and trust. Cleary it's all out of our hands anyway.
Thanks.
I beg to differ. It is all very much in our hands. God helps those who help themselves, not those who pass the buck. We create our own reality. That's why they are afraid of us.
God hears the cry of the poor. He helps the helpless.
You misunderstand, or I wasn't clear enough.
Of course they fear us - enough of us on to them, anyway. And we can all stand up, say no, not go along with their agenda.
I mean it's all coming down; we couldn't stop the covid-psyop, or 9/11, but we can see them for what they are. And the process is internal as much as it is external - the internal piece is like a realignment to the essentials, because there is nothing 'out-there' that can be held on to.
"Night fell without asking
For our permission.
Mary had a headache,
And my eyes hurt
From squinting at the newspapers./
We could still make out
A few old trees in the yard.
They take it as it comes.
Separate truths
Do not interest them./
We'll have to run for it, I said,
And had no idea what I meant.
The coming of the inevitable,
What a strange bliss that is,
And I had no idea of what she meant."/
("Separate Truths"
By Charle Simac)
Consider the Remdesivir/ventilator or the Midazolam/morphine concoction, both of which had only a single objective: killing. The hired killers are all over the place:
https://rayhorvaththesource.substack.com/p/hired-killers
Isn't it way too familiar by now for anyone willing to think that problems are created by the very same parties that, later on, generously offer to solve them, preferably in response to "public demand"?
Worldwide poisoning is now exceeding anything a sane person could imagine:
https://rayhorvaththesource.substack.com/p/a-summary-of-general-poisoning
Yet we must…”die” is the answer to your question. Neither the train wreaks nor the “earthquakes” seem to be natural events. It is hard to not be reminded of the weeks ago warnings to Ertogan or the request for prayers for the Amish whose population now surrounds the chemical fire. Is it horrendous death and destruction for the Turkish people or slow death by starvation for the American population? As I bow my head, my tin-foil hat catches my tears. I ask myself “why” and “who is Deagle anyway?”