No Advent Calendar today. Some nights I just don’t sleep—it’s now 5:24 am.
I’m thinking about Reiner.
All the many years I thought about, and studied Tranströmer’s incredible poem “To Friends Behind A Frontier,” (which he wrote for two friends in former GDR,) I never understood it like I do right now.
This poem is for Reiner Fuellmich.
(And for his wife, who is in a prison cell of another kind.)
I think it’s a poem about loyalty and friendship, in times of tyranny.
To Friends Behind A Frontier
1
I wrote so meagerly to you. But what I couldn’t write
swelled and swelled like an old-fashioned airship
and drifted away at last through the night sky.
2
The letter is now at the censor’s. He lights his lamp.
In the glare my words fly up like monkeys on a grille,
rattle it, stop, and bare their teeth.
3
Read between the lines. We’ll meet in 200 years
when the microphones in the hotel walls are forgotten
and can at last sleep, become trilobites.
Tomas Tranströmer,
Paths, 1973
Translated by Rob Fulton
Having been in jail, I can ask, ...
What ,,?.
You ain't been inside yet? Why not?
Way I see it, I takes being inside, to really see that the jail is everywhere, like the skypainting today making rain tomorrow.
Why aren't you willing to go to jail?
I went , for you, so many times...
How can you understand what jail is, until they let you out, and then you see the jail is everywhere.
Grasshopper Kaplan
Dear Celia, I have sleepless nights myself, nothing I can say to help, the atrocities can be unbearable , but for him , how he is feeling, I can only imagine. At times I almost feel a numbness, a sensation of being frozen in a pain, for humanity. A beautiful poem . May we find solace, may justice prevail.