What Causes Trauma?
Two Words: Ill Will
In the middle of the night, last night, in an email exchange between UK, Australia and US (me) I learned the full truth about a silent enemy who has been attacking me relentlessly behind my back for about 20 years. All caps vicious hysterical screeds, about my poor grasp on what he calls “the science” of something that does not exist. How absurd, no? It does not exist, but I am abysmal at describing exactly how or why.
YES—he has been at it for some 20 years. I wasn’t crazy after all. And he was fully embedded with people close to me, who have finally understood his true nature.
Jordan Peterson, who may or may not be a dangerous, duplicitous globalist, as per “Amazing Polly,” clarified many things for me, including this: It is encounters with malevolence that is the true root cause of PTSD.
Vera Sharav called me today and told me exactly how to extricate my soul from accusatory ghouls who should be nowhere near me. I told her I will do as she advises.
“Good!” she said.
We have to talk about portals, more. How do these destructive forces come in? How do we close portals?
This guy actually thinks what I think, say or write must be canceled and voiced, controlled and mitigated by him. In all caps. Every day. He traumatizes my friends and professional colleagues. I believe he could be an agent. Somebody’s looking into it.
Trauma is often not so much what happens in the moment, but what happens - or doesn't happen - in the aftermath of the initial assault. Case in point the events of the last few years and where we find ourselves today. The barbaric lockdowns, forced masking, mandated injections and 24/7 fear porn was horrendous and shocking and, depending upon your circumstance, profoundly painful. But it's the aftermath that counts. Is the pain and wounding acknowledged or ignored and dismissed? I find the current deafening silence by every talking head in town, the total absence of accountability, the "cone of silence" as it has been described elsewhere, this has deepened the pain and grief, the sense of loss, the trauma of the last few years. This is why the calls for amnesty have been so insulting, so extremely tone deaf, to us in the awake, critical thinking movement. Right now it's hard to see any of this changing anytime soon, and so it seems the deep and mostly unspoken trauma within our society will exist for some time yet.
As I once suggested to you in conversation: St. Michael's Prayer. It is not just a mind trick.