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Very poweful Celia: and it does not have be that way either, but sadly it is the very priveliged ruling / medical / political / warmongering classes that are driving this. Think about this - the like of Zuckerberg, Gates etc have soooooo much $$ that there is nothing materialistic that will satisfy their needs and desires, so in comes ' Save the world" and all that BS... Jasus wept!

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Thanks for sharing that, Very powerful. Hopefully we have more knowledge now about detraumatization and individual and collective healing - which we will all need.

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California's approach to healing people so traumatized they can't support themselves (homeless is how they describe them) is to propose mental health courts in every county that will be able to mandate forcible monthly injections of anti-psychotics.

Our country needs healing, but if that's the approach being trialed, we need much more knowledge.

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It's not often that I read, especially in these ugly times, a piece that gives me pause like this one did. Leave it to you, Celia, to find, in the midst of all the horror we're experiencing (and looking forward to, regrettably), a piece that makes us realize that, in a way, we've been here before. Thank you.

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I put Hope Against Hope on hold at my library; still waiting for Secondhand Time. I have read Akmahtova's poetry; she was there when Mandelstam was arrested. I only learned that even more people died in Russia than in Germany a few years ago. I knew about Solzhenitsyn's Gulag Archipelago long ago, but could not make myself read it. The scales are mostly off now, I think, and the deep, deep feeling of betrayal that turns to anger and then to incredible sadness, and then anger and sadness ride the emotional roller coaster through my heart and my mind and my body, upheaval ruling, yet the dinner must be cooked...how do we do this. And I know I know nothing of real terror. And I do not want to know it. I am compelled to witness as much as I can handle without being derailed, because then what good can I do?

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The anger that Holocaust survivors surely felt once the camps were liberated and Hitler and Nazi regime destroyed has become real to me these past few weeks as the fact that no one is going to stand up and apologize for what has happened to the world has become clear. Last year I grieved; this year I am still raging. The people who did this (including my former "friends") will only be held to account for their despicable compliance/collusion to some larger karmic cycles and those of us (too many!) who have been pilloried will have to go on, somehow. For our own sakes but also for those who come after us, we will have to find the will to forgive but not to forget.

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"Saint Judas" by James Wright

When I went out to kill myself, I caught

A pack of hoodlums beating up a man.

Running to spare his suffering, I forgot

My name, my number, how my day began,

How soldiers milled around the garden stone

And sang amusing songs; how all that day

Their javelins measured crowds; how I alone

Bargained the proper coins, and slipped away.

Banished from heaven, I found this victim beaten,

Stripped, kneed, and left to cry. Dropping my rope

Aside, I ran, ignored the uniforms:

Then I remembered bread my flesh had eaten,

The kiss that ate my flesh. Flayed without hope,

I held the man for nothing in my arms.

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Celia, I've been reading Bobby Kennedy's book on Fauci, which directed me to Liam Scheff's piece "The House That AIDS Built". As soon as I read Mandelstam's words I immediately thought of all the people who worked at Incarnation and went along with the program in exchange for a paycheck. How much of their humanity did they sacrifice? The "sycophants who close their eyes or wash their hands . . ." Fast forward to today, and it's the media and the Fauci-approved mouthpieces who claim to speak for the medical community but really only care about their own standing at the cool kids' table who fit this description. How many suffered and died needlessly because of the despicable campaigns against HCQ and IVM? And that's only one small part of the whole coordinated effort to kill as many as possible and enslave the rest.

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It took to long for the scales to drop from my eyes, when Mr Johnson locked me up for being healthy did it.

I think Musk's huge silver white elephants are Ark's for the few or just distractions to makes us believe in hope. Hope over history or despite it.

Bring on the terror because frankly I tire of the suspense and THEY always blame us for all the ills of the world.

I find it bizarre that people still wear masks even tho we're on the brink of nuclear war....A British naval officer I believe refused to press the button and said he was not going to start WW3 for his idiot Superior..during the bay of pigs insanity...His name eludes me...Are there saner minds left...

Celia god bless you for the power of your words and integrity..I came to you late in the game but authors you've mentioned I've immediately bought the books...Can't say I'm happier...But I'm aware to the Nth ...As a famous statesman once said " live long and prosper " ...Just going to take a door off and white wash it...Would rolling in white wash double my chances....

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Nadeshda's memoirs I have been quoting at the beginning of the c-regime to friends here in Belgium. Her words and Osip's are sobering, confronting but inspiring. And what an unmeasurable strength in their souls to live through the worst times of stalinism unshaken even if it cost Osip's life. They are forever an inspiration to humanity together with all their friends like Pasternak, Tsvetajeva, Bjely, Woloschin.

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All of the thoughts I have about their statements are easy to have when I don't actually encounter their reality.

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I definitely have some traits passed down two generations from the Great Depression.

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Thank you for bringing out this quote! We need to look back at the whole landscape of the last 5+ years...its been one crisis after another. One emergency following another shaking. Carl Tucker spoke about this on March 7. This is a sign of terrors descending on America and seemingly the entire globe. There are few places to run or hide from it. We are witnessing the beginnings of great terror and from a biblical perspective, could turn into the chaos and judgments spoken about in the book of Revelation like the increasing velocity of pangs of birth. For those who Jesus as the Ark of Safety, there is nothing we need to be afraid of...even as we are living in times of increasing terrors.

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Separation Trauma is an outcome or result of the 'attack on love'.

“Consummate evil is the intent or action of turning love against itself. That is a presence which most beings, being love, never understand or magnetize. There is no basis of coherence between evil and love, unless love has been denied. The greatest protection you have is to simply be the love that you are. ~ Jeshua (Glenda Green)

The reiteration of unhealed trauma is periodic to periods of masking over, and the process over time allows or makes time for the working out or resolving and reconciling of conflicted themes running as fragmented shifting identities.

Time can waste as well as be wasted (ACIM) refers to the use to which we put our mind - our attention and intention - whenever we recognise and accept freedom to choose - as distinct from illusions of choice that lock into facets of echoes of a hidden or covert conflicted ID.

For to think we know is an active ignorance or judgement set over life truly given and received, but to release its 'self-certainty' to a felt discernment (of synchronicity as communication), gives us what we need to know when we need to know it. (Bashar's definition of abundance).

Pretending the Separation never happened is yet another step of dissociation to a mind in the clear reactions that demonstrate a belief that it did! Yet the willingness to look AT terror symbols - or not recoil - so as to look PAST them is the desire to heal, given priority (if even for an instant) over the self-defences set by terror. Vision will be given - as it was never withheld BUT by a wish to see 'My way' - given power or priority.

What our minds are trained to, under terror, is very different from what love reveals by sharing through us - as we learn to get out of the way - after recognising that that is what we do unto ourself by 'thinking' to know.

I have long felt the (Bible) call to sacrifice our first born son is to recognise and be willing to release a 'thinking' or judgement that is thus our 'precious' as a sense of secret and invisible control set over and against life (LOTR).

Spirit uses what is in our mind (and thus our world) to wake us to the use to which we are giving it. Here is where ancient oaths and hatreds can be recognised and released of allegiance in heart and mind, because Spirit never left its Source, nor the truth of Us as Expression.

"Love waits on welcome, not on time" (ACIM)

But until we acknowledges the desecration of our own devotions, we set love within the mask and not in the extension of the gift or being. Prodigal bottoming out can be seen as a ripening process, but cannot be seen at all by addictions set in futility.

The whole shifts as a whole - our minds cannot understand this in time. Hence the resource of faith beyond appearances to the timeless. We recognise Home by Embrace - that of itself shines or extends.

The mind can set 'processes, methods or paths' by which to GET, but always as a driven sense of lack given power such as to temporarily 'escape' hidden dissonances that effectively drive the 'sense of being in control'.

So learning to rest or pause it as the modeller and predictor and guide for life, allows harnessing it in service of being truly moved, inspired, healed, restored.

The seed willingness may seem weak and small, like Ariadne's thread, in a labyrinth for locking down a chimera, but it carries the quality of a peace from which to discern, rather than be fear-control driven. It is not IN the world of conflicts acting out, but holds a world of recognition and appreciation for being, that invested illusion seeks to replace.

When I recognise that that no longer represents me, I release it to uncover what is.

Can I bear the light?

Only light can recognise and abide the light.

We shall not cease from exploration

And the end of all our exploring

Will be to arrive where we started

And know the place for the first time.

Through the unknown, remembered gate

When the last of earth left to discover

Is that which was the beginning;

At the source of the longest river

The voice of the hidden waterfall

And the children in the apple-tree

Not known, because not looked for

But heard, half heard, in the stillness

Between the two waves of the sea.

Quick now, here, now, always--

A condition of complete simplicity

(Costing not less than everything)

And all shall be well and

All manner of things shall be well

When the tongues of flame are in-folded

Into the crowned knot of fire

And the fire and the rose are one.

                Little Gidding V, - T.S. Eliot

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Recent research on trauma shows that its impact is carried out through generations until some healing is done...

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I reject the science that it is in our genes and transferred that way. Screwed up parents create screwed up kids who then create their own screwed up kids. Recent research didn't show this, it's been known forever.

Not criticizing you, but when I hear amazed researches touting this 'discovery', as if it wasn't already known, I wonder what world they live in.

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It's not genetic it's epigenetic. maladaptive gene expression. it's well documented now.

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We are not our genes, we are spiritual and emotional beings. The so-called "documentation" didn't show anything that wasn't already known and is meaningless because it has no applicability to real life.

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Thank you for sharing this, it makes anger give way to sorrow for a moment. Creativity has slipped away from me during these times. I read these words, I look at an acquaintance’s art, the artist’s spirit gives me resolve to recapture the creativity in hopes of feeling normal once again.

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My view is that the vax IS the disease. The imaginary virus is just the pretext for injecting the disease into healthy bodies. Rather than an infectious agent such as a bacteria or virus, the disease is a corruption of the bodily systems by an outside agent, injected into the victims.

The disease is spread by injection and it's being done deliberately.

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