Naomi Wolf Has Asked THE Question: CAN we heal from THIS? How Might We, When The Collaborators, Amidst The Masses Of Dying And Dead, ARE All PRETENDING NONE OF IT HAPPENED?
As I sit hear drinking my pain away I read your words. They hit hard to my core!! I am so broken over all this and I have yet to talk to one person. Husband. Sister. Daughters. Son. Friends. Relatives. No!!!! No one who feels the same as me. I can’t think about anything else. My husband and kids think I’m a loon for it. They tell me stop!! Stop talking about it!! Stop thinking about it!!! Do something else!! My sister who agrees with all I say is telling me. There’s nothing you can do. Just enjoy each day as best you can til you die. Me... I could never enjoy another day of life knowing that people are suffering at the hands of evil men and women!!! I see this. Like you Celia. It’s horrid. I cannot think of anything else. I want to stop it!! I must!!! I must let all others know!! God help us!! I cry alot! I can’t go on with life as before because nothing will ever remove the evil I’ve been seeing from my eyes and mind. I don’t know what to do!!!! How can I stop this!!! What will make other people see the insanity. The evil. The death. Who are these people who are spinning this web. This trap. How are they able to do this??? Why do only I see what is happening. I feel a curse on me for I cannot stop it snd I only watch it spiral day by day!! God please come. End this pain. Lift this burden. Thank you my substack writers and commenters. You are the only ones who help me survive each day. I love you all. I hope we can come together and change all this!! I truly do!! But I leave my hope and trust in the almighty God. He is my only hope. I pray for the kingdom to come. Please king Jesus. Come. Take this pain away. AMEN
Thank you, Celia. I think this subject is 'up' for many of us lately, and likely that's because in a familiar world we'd expect to be hearing those mea culpa's by now.
And it's all too much that life goes on as it does.
Just talking yesterday about forgiveness. It's going to be case by case, right? There's no blanket "sorry you went crazy and joined the zombies" forgiveness coming. We had to play the role of the non-infected human during that part of the movie - and we're still not over it.
I commented on Sage's stack yesterday that I'm not even sure that many of the people who went along, who we'd like now to hear from with regrets, are really "here". I get that feeling all the time when I talk to folks. That, "Where the hell are you"? feeling. We did not go through this together. They had a remarkably different experience.
Included in 'they' is a 3 decades friend, who still doesn't think she needs to apologize for telling me she was fine with me not having access to NYC (given my no-vaxx status) to see a play or go to a restaurant, and that she was still happy to go anyway because she liked being around vaccinated people. She said these things in a sing-songy innocent-me voice, these nazi-like things. Not over it. Probably never will be. And lately I wonder - Is she really Here?
I don't know.
Thanks. Really good to know we're not going through this alone.
Those of us who have spent hundreds of hours in an effort to share information about the planned genocide of humanity are legion... all the while being called "selfish, conspiracy theorists, anti-vaxxers" etc. We continued in the face of constant rejection because we truly cared about our friends (and family members) who lacked the curiosity to get their information from a source other than TV. We didn't try to force information on them, rather we offered a different point of view that they'd never see or hear on mainstream media. For our efforts we were constantly condemned and insulted.
Still... we continued because we cared.
With the years I have remaining I have no time for any of those who condemned me because I cared enough about their health to risk rejection and constant derision. These are people I no longer trust as they've proven themselves to lack any semblance of curiosity or compassion. I'm done with them all. The inhumanity of these automatons is beyond my capacity for forgiveness.
Thanks Celia, yes we need to howl and to regroup, howl again and keep going. It's sad and very strange that friendships have been lost over this, even if you hardly say anything, just for the very fact of refusing to go along with vax mandates, or worse for having a vaccine injury. I am really sad for those people who have to go through the injury and then are treated like lepers. All I can say is love to all who have had to go through this with their eyes open. Joy and hope are still possible. People like you and Naomi have had to go through so much with what you have seen and read. We howl back at you from around the planet, in sad and joyful ways.
I don't know which inconvenient truth depresses me more: the fact that so many have gone along with all the madness, or the fact that we would desperately need those many to finally stop the madness.
Not Fauci, Gates, Tedros or Schwab made this madness possible, but the mass of unreflective people who still believe in their lies.
That’s a great piece of writing - thanks. It neatly encapsulates where I find myself. The strangest thing now seems to me that we are entering the Great Misremembering where most people genuinely have no recollection of the lies and fraud.
It seems to me there can be no awakening because those asleep have chosen to be asleep: there is no possibility of getting them to look at any data that contradicts their world view. I can share as many articles as I like - they will remain unread. This precludes hope. But, as Robert Fripp noted, “hope is unreasonable, and love is greater than this”.
So many of us, I think are still shocked that so called democratic societies could so freely buy into medical apartheid & cheer on segregation. That friends, family, neighbours, communities turned against us without even giving us a chance to speak. We were silenced, ostracised & shamed by them, the media & politicians.
The blessing we found was that we were not alone. We found others on social platforms that confirmed with the generous sharing of data & research that that we were making the right decisions.
I live in a place were 95% of people over 16 are vaccinated - they were forced through coercion, blackmail & mandates after having suffered one of the most dystopian lockdowns in the world.
I understand their fear with all the propaganda that was thrown at them, I understand that their were so traumatised that they didn’t want to think further they just wanted to get back to “life”.
I will forgive but never forget as I know understand how easily people are swayed into doing what a few want them to.
What I will do is help those that now seek out advice on how to strengthen their immune system or have started questioning the narrative.
We can now build the building blocks for the future to ensure that more will not just blindly follow.
Rage is an important part of courage, I think someone said once. I believe it. I've been angry since since March 2020. Anger mingled with incredible disappointment in mankind mingled with deep sadness. But not all tears are bad. And indeed, it's time for a change. A rebuilding of the old ways into better new ways. My partner of 24 yrs cursed me for not getting sullied with poison and so now, at the the spring of my winter, I go out to seek my fortune. This time, I will not waste time in compromise. I will find my new tribe of like-minded people and rebuild, even if in a small way.
You and Wolf are beautiful writers. Thanks for wringing out the tears!
I do not know at which point you arrived at this understanding. I arrived at before Japan belatedly shut its border. Recalling enough of my primary education to know their panic buttons were false. “There is not cure!” “It causes loss of smell and taste!” Which is true of all viral diseases. Well was until Tamiflu and at least one other, which also had severe side effects. I’ll never take THAT again. This added to certification in respirators allowed me to know that mask mandates were not just not going to stop a viral disease but that over use is unhealthy. I lost all friends I had here in japan and most in the States by April 2020 and the feels you have detailed here have been burning ever since. I am the one and only non mask crazed person I know personally here in Japan, including my wife our kid and all my in-laws.
NO. No forgiveness. That is God’s prerogative. These minions of evil have stolen my right to earn a living, destroyed my career and driven wedges between even my wife and child not to mention people I once call “friend”. I want nothing to do with these people. Though broke, I will not accept any aid from them. I will not be beholden to them. I will not accept employment from them either. If drowning, I will not accept their hand. If they were drowning, I would not even offer the tip of a sword. And I am far better off than many. They have killed. Killed many. Hitler, Mao, Stalin collectively mere pikers compared to what these “people” have wrought. These people are enriching themselves on the graves of those already gone and upon my own in the future. Given the chance, I will do anything I can to make sure they enjoy not a minute with their ill gotten gains. No forgiveness. They do not even want it.
The ugly elephant is in the room every time I'm together with my propagandized, deluded family. It's painful. My four year old granddaughter will be required to take the jab in order to go to school with her new friends. Pain, anger, disgust, sorrow...
It's weird, for some reason I don't have the rage, or even much anger, more like a tired sadness at the way this planet has gone. I saw it all coming and I did what I could to warn people but no one, own family included, seemed to listen. All I can hope for now is spiritual evolution, for some of us at least. I don't have to forgive but I don't have to rage or resent. That's what THEY want--another feast for them of angst and negativity.
I'm so angry. 4: 18 am.
As I sit hear drinking my pain away I read your words. They hit hard to my core!! I am so broken over all this and I have yet to talk to one person. Husband. Sister. Daughters. Son. Friends. Relatives. No!!!! No one who feels the same as me. I can’t think about anything else. My husband and kids think I’m a loon for it. They tell me stop!! Stop talking about it!! Stop thinking about it!!! Do something else!! My sister who agrees with all I say is telling me. There’s nothing you can do. Just enjoy each day as best you can til you die. Me... I could never enjoy another day of life knowing that people are suffering at the hands of evil men and women!!! I see this. Like you Celia. It’s horrid. I cannot think of anything else. I want to stop it!! I must!!! I must let all others know!! God help us!! I cry alot! I can’t go on with life as before because nothing will ever remove the evil I’ve been seeing from my eyes and mind. I don’t know what to do!!!! How can I stop this!!! What will make other people see the insanity. The evil. The death. Who are these people who are spinning this web. This trap. How are they able to do this??? Why do only I see what is happening. I feel a curse on me for I cannot stop it snd I only watch it spiral day by day!! God please come. End this pain. Lift this burden. Thank you my substack writers and commenters. You are the only ones who help me survive each day. I love you all. I hope we can come together and change all this!! I truly do!! But I leave my hope and trust in the almighty God. He is my only hope. I pray for the kingdom to come. Please king Jesus. Come. Take this pain away. AMEN
Fauci cut the vocal cords of the Beagles in order to silence their cries of pain. Familiar?
Thank you, Celia. I think this subject is 'up' for many of us lately, and likely that's because in a familiar world we'd expect to be hearing those mea culpa's by now.
And it's all too much that life goes on as it does.
Just talking yesterday about forgiveness. It's going to be case by case, right? There's no blanket "sorry you went crazy and joined the zombies" forgiveness coming. We had to play the role of the non-infected human during that part of the movie - and we're still not over it.
I commented on Sage's stack yesterday that I'm not even sure that many of the people who went along, who we'd like now to hear from with regrets, are really "here". I get that feeling all the time when I talk to folks. That, "Where the hell are you"? feeling. We did not go through this together. They had a remarkably different experience.
Included in 'they' is a 3 decades friend, who still doesn't think she needs to apologize for telling me she was fine with me not having access to NYC (given my no-vaxx status) to see a play or go to a restaurant, and that she was still happy to go anyway because she liked being around vaccinated people. She said these things in a sing-songy innocent-me voice, these nazi-like things. Not over it. Probably never will be. And lately I wonder - Is she really Here?
I don't know.
Thanks. Really good to know we're not going through this alone.
Those of us who have spent hundreds of hours in an effort to share information about the planned genocide of humanity are legion... all the while being called "selfish, conspiracy theorists, anti-vaxxers" etc. We continued in the face of constant rejection because we truly cared about our friends (and family members) who lacked the curiosity to get their information from a source other than TV. We didn't try to force information on them, rather we offered a different point of view that they'd never see or hear on mainstream media. For our efforts we were constantly condemned and insulted.
Still... we continued because we cared.
With the years I have remaining I have no time for any of those who condemned me because I cared enough about their health to risk rejection and constant derision. These are people I no longer trust as they've proven themselves to lack any semblance of curiosity or compassion. I'm done with them all. The inhumanity of these automatons is beyond my capacity for forgiveness.
Thanks Celia, yes we need to howl and to regroup, howl again and keep going. It's sad and very strange that friendships have been lost over this, even if you hardly say anything, just for the very fact of refusing to go along with vax mandates, or worse for having a vaccine injury. I am really sad for those people who have to go through the injury and then are treated like lepers. All I can say is love to all who have had to go through this with their eyes open. Joy and hope are still possible. People like you and Naomi have had to go through so much with what you have seen and read. We howl back at you from around the planet, in sad and joyful ways.
I don't know which inconvenient truth depresses me more: the fact that so many have gone along with all the madness, or the fact that we would desperately need those many to finally stop the madness.
Not Fauci, Gates, Tedros or Schwab made this madness possible, but the mass of unreflective people who still believe in their lies.
And yes, the truth is, we will never be the same.
Powerful. Striking. Resonating.
We may not have what we had but we have each other. At least we know now who we can trust. Thank you.
That’s a great piece of writing - thanks. It neatly encapsulates where I find myself. The strangest thing now seems to me that we are entering the Great Misremembering where most people genuinely have no recollection of the lies and fraud.
It seems to me there can be no awakening because those asleep have chosen to be asleep: there is no possibility of getting them to look at any data that contradicts their world view. I can share as many articles as I like - they will remain unread. This precludes hope. But, as Robert Fripp noted, “hope is unreasonable, and love is greater than this”.
So many of us, I think are still shocked that so called democratic societies could so freely buy into medical apartheid & cheer on segregation. That friends, family, neighbours, communities turned against us without even giving us a chance to speak. We were silenced, ostracised & shamed by them, the media & politicians.
The blessing we found was that we were not alone. We found others on social platforms that confirmed with the generous sharing of data & research that that we were making the right decisions.
I live in a place were 95% of people over 16 are vaccinated - they were forced through coercion, blackmail & mandates after having suffered one of the most dystopian lockdowns in the world.
I understand their fear with all the propaganda that was thrown at them, I understand that their were so traumatised that they didn’t want to think further they just wanted to get back to “life”.
I will forgive but never forget as I know understand how easily people are swayed into doing what a few want them to.
What I will do is help those that now seek out advice on how to strengthen their immune system or have started questioning the narrative.
We can now build the building blocks for the future to ensure that more will not just blindly follow.
Rage is an important part of courage, I think someone said once. I believe it. I've been angry since since March 2020. Anger mingled with incredible disappointment in mankind mingled with deep sadness. But not all tears are bad. And indeed, it's time for a change. A rebuilding of the old ways into better new ways. My partner of 24 yrs cursed me for not getting sullied with poison and so now, at the the spring of my winter, I go out to seek my fortune. This time, I will not waste time in compromise. I will find my new tribe of like-minded people and rebuild, even if in a small way.
You and Wolf are beautiful writers. Thanks for wringing out the tears!
I do not know at which point you arrived at this understanding. I arrived at before Japan belatedly shut its border. Recalling enough of my primary education to know their panic buttons were false. “There is not cure!” “It causes loss of smell and taste!” Which is true of all viral diseases. Well was until Tamiflu and at least one other, which also had severe side effects. I’ll never take THAT again. This added to certification in respirators allowed me to know that mask mandates were not just not going to stop a viral disease but that over use is unhealthy. I lost all friends I had here in japan and most in the States by April 2020 and the feels you have detailed here have been burning ever since. I am the one and only non mask crazed person I know personally here in Japan, including my wife our kid and all my in-laws.
NO. No forgiveness. That is God’s prerogative. These minions of evil have stolen my right to earn a living, destroyed my career and driven wedges between even my wife and child not to mention people I once call “friend”. I want nothing to do with these people. Though broke, I will not accept any aid from them. I will not be beholden to them. I will not accept employment from them either. If drowning, I will not accept their hand. If they were drowning, I would not even offer the tip of a sword. And I am far better off than many. They have killed. Killed many. Hitler, Mao, Stalin collectively mere pikers compared to what these “people” have wrought. These people are enriching themselves on the graves of those already gone and upon my own in the future. Given the chance, I will do anything I can to make sure they enjoy not a minute with their ill gotten gains. No forgiveness. They do not even want it.
Every time someone refers to that needle full of LITERAL toxins a "vaccine", Fraudci, Gates, Klaus, and the rest of the WEF goons win.
The ugly elephant is in the room every time I'm together with my propagandized, deluded family. It's painful. My four year old granddaughter will be required to take the jab in order to go to school with her new friends. Pain, anger, disgust, sorrow...
It's weird, for some reason I don't have the rage, or even much anger, more like a tired sadness at the way this planet has gone. I saw it all coming and I did what I could to warn people but no one, own family included, seemed to listen. All I can hope for now is spiritual evolution, for some of us at least. I don't have to forgive but I don't have to rage or resent. That's what THEY want--another feast for them of angst and negativity.
I say expose it all and keep moving. Heart open.