There is nothing more exhausting than almost actually winning.Worse ,continually.
But EU has nasty intense local geographical increase of 5G - where telecom technicians in France and NL actually had a very much higher depression ,even suicide rate- was back in 3G days- where towers have max 12-15min direct repair 'allowance'.Written into their contracts.
But todays technicians have 'no idea' of spread array of laser leakage parameters,when asked today..
When the need to resist actually shifts - the pinhead at center of earth gets jealous.
About so much that you talk about, especially not getting things done, I can more than relater. Maybe I can help - with help I've needed myself, stuff I'm doing myself.
Wow .. your references to the sense of 'blur', time moving so fast, being unable to get things done .. the feeling of being in a waiting room ... this is exactly my reality right now too. It's comforting to hear you describe it (maybe it's not just me being incompetent!). I try to be forgiving of myself, but it still puzzles me what is going on. I've always been a competent, reliable person... why is it so hard right now? I was explaining this feeling to a friend this week ... Intellectually I understand that I am responsible for myself and I've been conscious about keeping a positive mind frame because, you know, we attract what we put out ...and I know that we are in a spiritual war and negativity is the enemy. The other day it came to me that I'm in a kind of 'freeze' state ...as in the PTSD 'fight, flight, freeze' response. It makes sense... I also feel that getting together in community with people is key .. to have heart-based connections that feed our soul. I hope to join the gathering on Sunday. Sounds fun! And thanks for your writing and all the variety of offerings. In my mind, you are doing A LOT ... Giving of yourself in a public way takes a lot of energy. If our purpose in this life is to be of service to others ... you're doing amazing.
Celia nobody's getting anything done. we're not getting much planetary support. mercury (the mind planet, more or less) just came out of retrograde and won't be out of retrograde shadow til 1/4/25. mars (action planet) is retrograde and won't be out til 2/24, not out of retrograde shadow til may.
now is strategy time for everybody. i pity anyone dumb enough to want to start a war now
Totally relate. I've been waiting the other shoe to drop since 2020... and another one... and another one. Lovely to see the kittens. Will try to be on the Zoom on Sunday.
I can't join in although that is a SWEET offer to see like-minded others!! Thank you for the picture of those precious fur-souls, too! Wishing you and all much Love and Light💕🙏
I can't make the zoom call, but will offer, in response to your "Maybe we can discuss things that we are turning to for comfort": The Office full series on Netflix. Talk about a fun binge-watch! (American version). That got me through two or three weeks, every night.
Your book arrived today Celia,it simply reads itself..(There are maybe 2 questions cribbed from Prof Bill Hamilton, that I might post elsewhere, maybe Nehls place )- hows about the possibility that writing something timeless like that is something quite beyond achievement?
Thing I like about how transparently you write - is it's deceptively 'light touch'.It's the kinda stuff that breeds heavenly conversations ,during sleep.
Celia: Would like to hear more about this "blur", but not published here. I'm 7000 miles west of you, just north of Portland OR USA but have the same blur problem. I visit Dr. Ana Mihalcea in Yelm WA about every 2 weeks for chelation. That makes the blur go away for a few days, but then it's back. turbotechwest@kalama.com Anyone else wishing to discuss also write me or comment.
I love the pic of your precious fur babies and your Christmas decor. Thank you for sharing it with us.
I am guessing your lack of focus is not about your location, but a sign of the times. I and others seem to have the same issues as well.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TPGcBvrbcNw
The two ice-baths daily cat lady sometimes lost to her gist
I'm sure she would be missed
She'd certainly be missed
She left New York and fled to Spain
So not to slit her wrist
Big Apple got her fist
A city to be dissed
Her new digs seem to suit her well
There's nothing to resist
And the 12-22 Xmas party will be blissed
There is nothing more exhausting than almost actually winning.Worse ,continually.
But EU has nasty intense local geographical increase of 5G - where telecom technicians in France and NL actually had a very much higher depression ,even suicide rate- was back in 3G days- where towers have max 12-15min direct repair 'allowance'.Written into their contracts.
But todays technicians have 'no idea' of spread array of laser leakage parameters,when asked today..
When the need to resist actually shifts - the pinhead at center of earth gets jealous.
About so much that you talk about, especially not getting things done, I can more than relater. Maybe I can help - with help I've needed myself, stuff I'm doing myself.
And then, planning on being there.
Will Godot be there?
I have been waiting for that dude.
Haven't we all!?
Wow .. your references to the sense of 'blur', time moving so fast, being unable to get things done .. the feeling of being in a waiting room ... this is exactly my reality right now too. It's comforting to hear you describe it (maybe it's not just me being incompetent!). I try to be forgiving of myself, but it still puzzles me what is going on. I've always been a competent, reliable person... why is it so hard right now? I was explaining this feeling to a friend this week ... Intellectually I understand that I am responsible for myself and I've been conscious about keeping a positive mind frame because, you know, we attract what we put out ...and I know that we are in a spiritual war and negativity is the enemy. The other day it came to me that I'm in a kind of 'freeze' state ...as in the PTSD 'fight, flight, freeze' response. It makes sense... I also feel that getting together in community with people is key .. to have heart-based connections that feed our soul. I hope to join the gathering on Sunday. Sounds fun! And thanks for your writing and all the variety of offerings. In my mind, you are doing A LOT ... Giving of yourself in a public way takes a lot of energy. If our purpose in this life is to be of service to others ... you're doing amazing.
Celia nobody's getting anything done. we're not getting much planetary support. mercury (the mind planet, more or less) just came out of retrograde and won't be out of retrograde shadow til 1/4/25. mars (action planet) is retrograde and won't be out til 2/24, not out of retrograde shadow til may.
now is strategy time for everybody. i pity anyone dumb enough to want to start a war now
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AQvnzW_HV4I
the late great jeff beck
Totally relate. I've been waiting the other shoe to drop since 2020... and another one... and another one. Lovely to see the kittens. Will try to be on the Zoom on Sunday.
I can't join in although that is a SWEET offer to see like-minded others!! Thank you for the picture of those precious fur-souls, too! Wishing you and all much Love and Light💕🙏
Adore your kitties! Bless you for doing what you do!
Shall try to be there!
Thank you!
I can't make the zoom call, but will offer, in response to your "Maybe we can discuss things that we are turning to for comfort": The Office full series on Netflix. Talk about a fun binge-watch! (American version). That got me through two or three weeks, every night.
Cool 😎
Time they say is an illusion...is NOT on hold I can attest my physical being is communicating and on that note MERRY CHRISTMAS to ALL!
Your book arrived today Celia,it simply reads itself..(There are maybe 2 questions cribbed from Prof Bill Hamilton, that I might post elsewhere, maybe Nehls place )- hows about the possibility that writing something timeless like that is something quite beyond achievement?
Thing I like about how transparently you write - is it's deceptively 'light touch'.It's the kinda stuff that breeds heavenly conversations ,during sleep.
https://youtu.be/0-hWZGIWe_U
Snoopy’s Christmas - Royal Guardsmen
Celia: Would like to hear more about this "blur", but not published here. I'm 7000 miles west of you, just north of Portland OR USA but have the same blur problem. I visit Dr. Ana Mihalcea in Yelm WA about every 2 weeks for chelation. That makes the blur go away for a few days, but then it's back. turbotechwest@kalama.com Anyone else wishing to discuss also write me or comment.
You have no idea what the waiting is like unless you are 100 yrs. old in a home for the aged.