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It's becoming harder and harder to "function." To know what to do. Try to stay human. But the heart and mind and soul can not register, at a certain point.

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I am also finding it very hard to hold it together and to function as a human being these days. My partner and I care for his dad who will be turning 91 in December. He keeps us grounded believe it or not. Loves to read and discuss a good book, will play cards all night (if your game), enjoys watching an old movie, sharing a meal. Continues to refuse the jab every time we visit the VA. Says the military has given him enough experimental shots already. He tells the doctors he wants to die “naturally”. Their eyes tell us they understand. I have found great joy in caretaking him the past 8 years. It keeps me very humble and most importantly, human.

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It’s my birthday and all I did today was cry and feel like vomiting. China is eating me up. The Vaxxidents are eating me up. Today was particularly shitty, I understand

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Dear Sirke,

Be the calm in the eye of the hurricane around you, around us. You r not alone. Happy birthday, its your achievement! Tks for your beautiful honesty. It means everything that someone out there can still feel, and care, and emote as you do so very well.

People rise up against tyranny. Isn’t that a good thing? Honouring those martyrs?

Let me ask you: what if they didn’t? I sense that things that seem so unfair can morph into justice and life. In this world or the next.🙏🏽🇨🇦❤️

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Thank you for this beautiful reply. I often feel like I’m screaming into the void but then I come here and find people like you. I know the rise against this tyranny will cost us a great deal more pain, it’s just so hard to watch and feel helpless. Thank you again, I also know we can do this…MUST do this, a fellow Canadian ❤️

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I’m sorry to hear about your suffering. I understand. This is all very hard and it will forever change us all. Be kind to yourself. Love PT

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🙏🙏

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That's where faith (and the Father) steps in. To carry us when we cannot walk or even stand. Prayers for the Holy Spirit to lift up and carry the hearts of all that cry out to Him.

Caveat in scripture is the Holy Spirit comes from Christ. Therefore scripture says believing in Christ as the son, born of the flesh, died, was resurrected, believing this happened, is required per scripture to recieve the Holy Spirit.

I assure you, the Holy Spirit is real and will carry you. Such as been my rock and despite the Hell unraveling around me and the world, He is keeping peace in my heart and in my home. All Glory to God and 🙏4✌ always

(I issued family lockdown Monday Mar9, when local govt EOCs started activating in precautionary mode. Having supported Public Safety IT Coms since 2006, never witnessed a national, seemingly disparate move across multi states to activate individual county EOCs. Then, I said ppl will die and violence will rise bc of lockdowns back in April 2020. Next, mRNA; good grief, a modality thats never passed ANY Phase 3 human trials for ANY treatment despite 25+yrs of attempting - to see that botched Mad Scientists cocktail be SPEED RUSHED thru approvals and mass adoption, man o man, its been one WRETCHED horror filled prediction after another.

Glimpsing the hell before it happens has helped me and my family navigate and its been depressing how few are willing or able to listen.. its like watching ppl slowly walk of a cliff whilst they stare at you....they seem unable to hear or see anything...

Without the Holy Spirit I may have taken a date with a blue whale by now.

Faith over fear.

My Savior over my suicide.

Following the Lord over following the loves of the world....

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Amen. Beautifully expressed. Thank you for sharing.

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Yes.

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Thank you, I need this❤️

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Remember after 9/11 when every time something bad happened, we automatically linked it to the towers or an anthrax scare... and ruled it out if possible? Well, here we are, knowing the trend of sudden deaths like this sad tragedy, and having a good idea of its cause. Yet it may be random death that can occur occasionally. Thats what real autopsy is for. But, in a world of lies and deception, we’ll never know.

Sorry, in this world of lies, i choose to assume( absence any trust in authorities) that this innocent man was murdered by the same means that Bill Gates of Hell spent years proudly promoting to save the world. I would pay his bride’s ticket to India when its government tries and hangs that SOB for his evil efforts.

Condolences and prayers, a Canadian who will not die by his murderous government. 🙏🏽🇨🇦❤️

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The only way for 'the powers that be' to fight 'consipiracy theories' would be to post autopsy results. The best way to hide the truth is to discount any questions as conspiracies.

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Please see also the ongoing witness of Mark Crispin Miller's

In Memory of Those Who Have "Died Suddenly" https://ratical.org/PandemicParallaxView/InMemoryOfAllWhoHaveDiedSuddenly.html

begun on 1 February 2022 and ongoing.

The latest week's toll is 14-21 November 2022

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seems to be getting more each week

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I hate to say it, but GOOD! The cognitive dissonance is so frustrating. This and the blatant election fraud. It's really testing me. Thank goodness #TheNoticing is in increasing every day, by more and more people.

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Thanks. Mark has been publishing these lists for a very long time, now. We are so lucky to have someone keeping track of these tragic deaths. His lists cover countries around the world as well as here. What strikes you about them is there are so many, and still few seem to know what is happening.

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Thank you for this Dave. I’ve shared everywhere this is so truly heartbreaking

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Yes also RIP -Frank Tartaglia. 45 years of age. South Philly filmmaker died in his sleep on Thanksgiving day.

Stay awake my friends..

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NO NO NO NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!

FAK I CANNOT TAKE THIS OMG!!!!

THEY NEED TO FREAKING HANG NOOOOOOOIW

OMG

I’m weeping

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Yes, punishment must be severe and if it doesn’t happen soon, there will no one left to carry it out.

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... this tragedy is the worst of times to point out a parallel... “punishment must be severe and if it doesn’t happen soon” .... never happened for the inside organizers of “operation 9/11” ... the fast speed train that led the way to this kovid op...

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This dude was all excited about taking the vax. He even posted about it online.

I feel pity for the ones who were FORCED.

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How many?

I’m so scared for the ones I love who took just two and stopped, realizing something wasn’t right.

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Looks like he took two. Second was April of last year.

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We were forced. We said HELL NO! And God shall provide. The problem is: no faith in God

That’s the bottom line for EVERYTHING.

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Did he?

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That poor, misguided soul.

Thanks. Now we know.

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I'm trying to give you a HEART, but the system won't let me :-(

Does this happen to anyone else?

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I'm trying to give you a HEART, but the system won't let me :-(

Does this happen to anyone else?

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Yes. Sometimes there is no problem, others times impossible.

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Celia I appreciate your work so much I just became an annual subscriber. I hope everybody here on your substack does the same

God bless you.

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I've read many accounts from early on, of healthy, young to middle-aged Covid injection-jabbed whose loved ones were blind-sided when they found them dead in their sleep; some after laying down due to having a sudden bad headache shortly post-jab, others out of nowhere / amongst no abnormal circumstances. So this is a phenomenon that's definitely been going on since the start of the rollout / one of the adverse event scenarios of record...... never stops being tragic....... R.I.P. Jake Flint.

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It's not a phenomenon. It's straight up GENOCIDE!

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I have made the choice of getting no more vaccines!

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I made that choice when they started spewing their BS. Had their “Covid” without their jab & survived.

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I made that choice years ago. I’ve never had a flu shot either. It’s ALL bs.

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I hope that includes the tetanus shot, too. It's never been necessary and prevents nothing. Every last one of big pharma's shots contain some sort of poison. Two relatives have had skin injuries in the past couple of months. One really not that bad, more of a (broken) finger smash than a deep wound. They KNOW about the vax and won't take it. Sitting around T-day, they're both comparing how bad their arms hurt from their Tetanus Boosters! Absolutely blew me away!! I was also around several old women on election day. They are vehemently opposed to the cv vax, but we encouraging each other to run down and get their SHINGLES shot! I wanted to SCREAM! WAKE THE HECK UP FOLKS!!

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happened a month or 2 ago to a young couple in Italy. And shortly after that to another couple but there it was the bride... so sad. Did we ever read that years ago ? I notice that sudden deaths were not uncommon, but not this many in this short time right ?

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And not at such young ages.

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Had he been VAXXED? If the answer is yes, there is your answer to this.

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In the article it says just above the first pic that he got the “Biden splinter” .....

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They will probs say weddings cause heart attacks.

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Yes, memories of “Private Benjamin” lol

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So sorry for this loss & his wife & family! Vengeance is mine says the Lord, but it sure is getting harder to give it to Him.

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Call me blasphemous, but I want vengeance in the here and now.

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Sadly, the more i let my vengeful instinct kick in and express it, the more the evil ones double down with their WHO crap, suicide promotion among kids, new mask mandates here in Ontario Chinada. I have more respect for the freedom seekers in China than for my own sheeple countryfolk. By far. Because failing to act is failure to earn freedom. Cuz it ain’t free.

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Mask mandates again? Hard to believe. I just flew back home after visiting family for Thanksgiving. Going through the airport, there wasn’t 1 in 100 people wearing a mask. I would think, with that level of unconcern, ignoring any mask mandates in the states would be easy. But you never know.

Sheep are not and can never be free.

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That’s what I’m saying-it’s getting harder to allow Him to tend to these ppl. I believe it’s already in the works, but how many more must suffer or die? If any citizen breaks the law, our asses are thrown in jail, but these “elite” are literally getting away with murder.

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Many more will suffer, yes. That’s the nature of this kind of global problem. And, no, it isn’t fair at all. Like, “what the heck did we do, to get this crazy crap, ruining our lives…”

Ok, at 61, often i found myself reminding a complaining child that life is not fair. Yes. I agree with you. You’re absolutely right.

However, b4 you get too thinskinned in the face of the brutality of nature and human frailty, think of this.

Whoever it was who allowed you to think that this life would always be Fair, should be put in the corner and cry to sleep. Just once. Or, read history.. i suggest The Gulag Archipelago. Good sunshining days on this beautiful gift of a planet, unearned by me or you, is gravy. Enjoy it, savour it, give thanks for it. Our character is built this way. Strength to be present to help self and others when life is back to being rough again.

Just my 5 cents worth.

Blessings🙏🏽

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When a person dies from a virus, it has a certain feeling; when a person dies from an experimental genetic bypass injection -

that hits different.

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My brother in law & wife got jabbed & boosted & keep getting Covid -continuously!

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Their immune systems are breaking down. Do they not put 2 and 2 together?

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The relatives are suffering their stupidity. I just watch then not learn anything from it. I've moved on 2.5 yrs ago.

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Yea, like I said in another comment that my brother in law & wife keep getting their jabs & my sister in law too. Well, sister in law has been in the hospital with complications & brother in law & wife have pretty much had continuous Covid. They all live a long way from us but talk on the phone & tell us all. I think it’s just plain ole stupid to keep getting these jabs, regardless of who you are. What will it take for ppl to wake the hell up? I guess when death hits closer to home?

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Each soul must learn on their own. I think many of us believe in the power of God, which really opens up your intuition and “knowing”. You know, but you don’t really know how you know. The day I was sent home after 23 years on the job, I had prayed for a couple weeks. I was given the Grace of God to be calm and say no to testing/jab. And I trusted that God would take care of everything. I knew.

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You're blessed. You've opened up and have received.

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Yes I am. And yes I did. God my Father is my salvation.

Psalm 91…one of my favorites.

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That darn 'long covid,' that the unvaxxed don't seem to be getting...

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Nor myocarditis, heart attacks, strokes and sudden agressive cancers. Wonder if there's a common thread here?

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I think it will be quite interesting to watch the otherwise intelligent, educated and compassionate folks who have become the left's "useful idiots" as more and more proof becomes public as to the heinous crimes that have been foisted upon an unsuspecting public by a cabal of evil scum (sorry, that's the nicest way I could think of describing them - WEF et al).

It is truly difficult for anyone (including conservative types) to accept a fundamental change in their world view - and while these ever more common reports of otherwise healthy people dropping dead (btw - watch the documentary "Died Suddenly" if you haven't already) make it obvious to those of us who were not fooled two years ago, those who were all in on the Covid nonsense will either have to accept, in their heart of hearts, that they were in fact scammed, or otherwise will simply refuse to accept anything and brand it 'fake news' - which of course the WEF's minions in the MSM will be more than happy to do.

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It’s really sad that so many trusted them. They hyped up the fear factor to the point of absurdity. From day 1, my gut told me it was all a sham. I wish more ppl would have waited instead of allowing fear & these evil ones to dictate their lives. Sadly, many have already paid the ultimate price, yet still, many just keep on getting boosted! Wtf? Why?

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Well, I have found that the people I know who think of me as a bit of a nutty conspiracy theorist all hew to the fundamental belief that "people are basically good", when of course in reality, people suck (otherwise there would be no need for the Bible, for example).

But if you go through life thinking that "people are basically good" it becomes virtually impossible for you to accept the idea that a concerted effort has been underway to decimate humanity, liberalism, freedom, etc. so the few elites can take their place on their self-appointed thrones while the peasants who survive the efforts to depopulate can polish the fenders on their Maybachs.

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Especially when it's your own government perpetuating the lies in the name of "public health". People, especially Americans, just cannot accept the fact that our government truly wants to kill them. Despite the fact that there's been many deadly trial runs in the past.

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I have found many really good & decent people through my life & I have found less truly awful ones, but these ppl who think because they have all the $, they have the right to rule the world, are truly evil. Gates has a God complex & thinks he has the right to control population for God’s sake. I mean who does this man think he is? He will get his come up ins!

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I believe it’s literally a trance of some type. To be honest, I think many are Godless.

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The trance of Evil. Lately, i have found no other word to describe it. The last time i used the word evil was describing the Clintons.

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Because the evil ones have been busy missing sleep conniving all this, while i was asleep. Nothing to feel proud of. I detest excuses. Our entire culture was being screwed under our noses; we frogs boiled slowly. I am responsible for this. I am sorry. It was a great care-free life raising kids etc etc etc. The party’s over and its time to earn what we were given by the WW veterans. I was awakened on my trip to Ottawa - i wouldn’t miss it!

What a wonderful time to be alive! The sense of Purpose is palpable!

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Right now, we are collectively Moishe the Beadle in Elie Wiesel's "Night". He warned his fellow townsmen of Nazi horrors based on his personal eyewitness testimony. He was disbelieved and thought crazy. There the similarity ends, because today's horrors are perceived by many as blessings.

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Ironic, isn't it given the Ashkenazim, who are inbred, and have a disproportionately high incidence of socio-psychopathy in their population, were behind the genocide of 1917 Russia, and then puppeted Mao in the largest genocide of the 20th Century. And, these socio-psychopathic Ashkenazim Zionist filth refused to save many of their own during the reign of the Third Reich because they needed a body count to use for propaganda to create their Zionist terrorist state of Israel. The Ashkenazim love killing people.

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Wow i just gotta search that gem of history. Thank you.

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https://jewishjournal.com/news/worldwide/179731/

Start here. Much of this is spun to make these filth look good, but they're evil trash who love destabilizing societies, with the outcome being genocide. Notice they run finance, and propaganda. The Ashkenazim were kicked out of every country they polluted because their culture has a high incidence of socio-psychopathy, and they're also inbred which is why they suffer from Tay Sachs,and other diseases of incestuous nature's.

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Will do. Already you’re tying loose mental ends, merci! Zionists, i take it, were the brand of leftwing folk who caused so damn much crap early 10’s Russia. Methinks there’s 2kinds of everybody in this polarized world of good vs evil. 2 kinds of Jews, 2kinds of catholics, 2kinds of physician, cop, lawyer, journalist etc. The cream always rises…

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Our generation is being given the horrific gift of seeing the world as it truly is, oppressed by evil (sin) and mired in death on a scale unknown since the last "fourth turning" (1929-1946). I expect (also with a heavy heart, even a temporally inconsolable one) that it will be on a scale far larger than that.

Yet God's promises in Christ are as sure as He is unchanging (Hebrews 13:8, Malachi 3:6, James 1:17). As God unveils the hopelessness of this world--His severe mercy; removing all earthly competing joys and false hopes--He will make it plain as day (in contrast to pitch-black cold outer darkness) that our only hope is by God's grace, through faith in the ONLY One who ever conquered death: Jesus.

Flee to Him and find true rest. (Matthew 11:28-30)

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