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Celia, what a beautiful tribute to Mom. I miss her everyday. You capture her essence here exactly. She was SO MUCH, she encompassed so much adventure and so much courage. Best we can do is honor this rich legacy. Thank you for writing these words.

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My mom passed away midday on Mother’s Day in 2021. I had to see her outside of the room she was in at a skilled nursing facility, through the sliding glass door of the room she was in. She had been there for a couple of weeks, after a 5 day hospital stay. Because of the

Covid BS I couldn’t go in the building.

I knew she was dying at the hospital…I could tell. I sent my brothers and my two nieces (her granddaughters) to see her at the hospital, because we could go in there if we wore a mask. It was to really to be able for all of us to be with her in the final days of her life.

I went to visit her at 11AM on Mother’s Day, at the skilled nursing facility. I had to talk to her via my phone cause she was too weak to get out of bed and come to the window. I did most off the talking, sang her some songs, told her that it was ok to go find my Dad, (her husband of 30 years who died in 1982 at 57) and her Mom and Dad. I told her to go ‘whoop it up with Dorsey” (my Dad). I told her by name, every family member loved her, and sang her another song. Then I said I would talk to her tomorrow, said I loved her, and she whispered, “I love you too” back.

In less than an hour I got a call from the facility that she had passed away.

Now three years later I feel her around me frequently. We both loved all kinds of music, and I when I hear certain songs that remind me of her I know she fluttering about! Also I may see something that also reminds me of her and know that’s she’s around.

I celebrated the third anniversary of her death on Thursday. I went to Mission San Diego de Alcalá, and bought a 7 day votive candle to be put up at the altar and had a prayer novena said for her at the Mother’s Day Mass today. She had been the President and member of the Mission Choir at The Mission for many years. We could not hold a funeral Mass in the Church because the lovely Diocese of San Diego was not allowing masses or gatherings inside any churches, only outdoor services.

We had our own memorial service in July for her, at a Women’s Club with a pianist and a soloist, a Mexican food buffet lunch, and no masks were required!

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You are a human...

;-}

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May 13Liked by Celia Farber

absolutely cruel hospital, im so sorry! i probably would have stormed past all the guards with no mask and wheeled my mother out, they are prisons now, not hospitals..we must never comply again! that is the lesson.masks are inhumane burkas for control. better to die at home in dignity surrounded by family .i demanded urgent care see my elderly mom with no mask, had to make a big stink and scene but they caved bec they wanted that credit card called insurance card. we both got in no masks no con tests.

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I live in Commifornia…it was especially bad all up and down the coastal strip of CA. The Scamdemic restrictions, mandates etc, went on for over 2 years in some form or another. The skilled nursing facility had a two week quarantine for newly admitted patients. After two weeks a patient could be taken outside and be visited by their loved ones, wearing a mask! My mom had reached her two week time, but then they shipped her off the ER (for only two hours) the Friday before she passed, so when she returned she was once again a ‘newly admitted patient’. The communication with the staff and the presiding ‘physician’ (when there was one around) was abysmal, at best.

My Mom was too old (89) and too ill to have tried to “break her out of there”. And there was no place she could go, because all the other skilled nursing facilities near where I lived, were full. Believe you me I thought about all this.

I feel it was a ‘blessing’ that she passed that day. Even though it wasn’t the most optimum situation to say goodbye to a one’s parent, I was able to see her and talk to her. And I feel for blessed to have had that interaction with her and I know she felt the same.

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May 13Liked by Celia Farber

sounds like your mom died of isolation and perhaps fear and who knows what they gave her without you knowing not able to be there.. when my mom needed to go into hospital

(before I realized they were death traps) I used to stay with her and sleep in her room 24/7 to see what the nurses were doing- meds and tests. its shocking what they do to patients when they should be sleeping (the time the body heals) they wake patients up to draw blood give meds take them for "tests' I used to stop it. demand they did not wake my mom and run the tests during normal waking hours. many times I stopped over medication or questioned drugs and wouldnt let them give my mom. my mom at 94 understood if she went into hospital this would happen and she would not get out so she agreed to not go- she died home peacefully in her sleep in her own bed with us taking care of her not masked nurses and docs she could not see or know who they were...

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No she didn’t die from fear and isolation. She had moved to an independent living residence in 2019. Shortly after she moved in she met a man who had also just moved in. They became fast friends and companions. He doted on her and she was devoted to him.

She had the beginnings of dementia/memory loss when she moved in there. (And now looking back, the dementia was likely related to the ‘statin’ drugs her doctor had her on for a good 15 years.) She eventually had to move to a sister residence that was an assisted living/memory care residence. Her ‘friend’ visited her daily there, and when the Scamdemic came about, he would ‘visit’ her from her balcony off her room. (She never got the COVID Jabs…I had her POA for healthcare and I didn’t allow them to give them to her. I threatened the administration of the residence with a lawsuit if they disobeyed my wishes.)

She was happy and content at the end of her life. I took her out on phony Doctors appointments (that was the only sanctioned way for her to leave her building), we went on drives around San Diego, and had picnic lunches at the beach or in a park., listened to the Sinatra station on Sirius radio in my car. I spent some great days with her in the last months of her life.

Ironically I feel the dementia provided the ‘isolation’ for her from the everyday BS of life that was happening where she lived. Believe you me, there was plenty of BS Scamdemic ‘politics and policies’ going on where she lived! She ‘saw’ her friend everyday and he called her at every meal time to remind her to go to her meals.

I never felt that she was lonely…she had her ‘Matthew’ and that was what counted for her.

The day after she passed Matthew wrote me the sweetest text about her and how much she had meant to him. I could feel the devotion and true love that they shared for and with each other, and how special it was for people of their age to have ‘found’ each other.

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May 13Liked by Celia Farber

This is beautiful! so you did break her out of the nursing home!!

Bingo on the Statins! but the other drugs too and fake sugar all effect the brain...

You are a great Son! I had 2 sisters who believed in pharma and docs to contend with

who had power over my mom- she was killed by morphine administered by my sisters despite no pain. they call it :hospice" so they can talk your family into "comfort" care poisoning at home and no one goes to jail ....

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I didn’t “break her out” and I am her daughter. I had no place to take her if I did. I live in a small place and did not have the space to take care of her. I was doing all this for her solo on my own, as my two brothers who also live here, retreated from participation early on when my mom moved out of her home. Fortunately they let me be and do as I saw fit for her, regarding her care.

I had talked with the ‘presiding’ physician at the skilled nursing facility on the Friday before she passed on Sunday, about her ‘status’, that she was dying, (which I already knew a few weeks prior) and that on Monday we would “talk about putting her into hospice care”. She saved me and herself from that by passing away two days later. She had a natural and peaceful death, even if it was in a skilled nursing facility. She died of congestive heart failure.

And I am forever grateful for that.

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Same happened to my mom. Shortly after retiring two years ago, she was ‘suddenly’ diagnosed with dementia and went downhill fast. She was kept from me by her husb in her last months. Ik they did this to her too, poisoned her to death. They didn’t even contact me until two days after, when they were cremating her. I pray we are breaking out of all of this for our babes.

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May 13Liked by Celia Farber

I'm very much endeared by your story. Your Mom is blessed (resent tense) to have you.

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Now we have each other in spirit. And I feel it on a regular basis.

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May 13·edited May 13Liked by Celia Farber

Unfortunately, I never met your mother, but based upon what I see of her in her daughters, I have no doubt that she was a remarkable woman!!

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She was all of one and all of the other, no middle. Two people. When I lit a candle for her in Church yesterday I apologized for how angry at her I have been for her abusive side which was beyond harrowing. Her good side was amazing. At the end of the day, she taught me so much and she was capable of great love as well as great cruelty. I suppose we all are. When she died I was destroyed by pain so that must mean she was….well, she was my mother. We only have one. I never had to know the torments of having a cold mother. She was fire and sun. I would give anything to have her back. I just wish we had known about brain chemistry, alcohol, and how to balance to brain with FOOD.

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I love this so much. "I never had to know the torments of having a cold mother. She was fire and sun." You have expressed this beautifully - her passion and volatility. (Is this not woman?) I've written it down so that I won't forget it. Thank you for this moment and for sharing your remembrance of your mom. I hope my son remembers me gently.

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May 13Liked by Celia Farber

Beautiful Celia 😘

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Remember , "To be absent from the body is to be present with the Lord". Scripture. That's instantaneous. She's very alive and loves you very much and you two will see each other again before long. We all will !!..

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She is fully aware of your deep love for her, and she loves you eternally.

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May 13Liked by Celia Farber

You were blessed with a mother who loved you without bounds! Happy Mother’s Day to you!

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What an amazing woman. So sorry you lost her so young and in such a traumatic way, Celia.

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May 13Liked by Celia Farber

OMG, the tears... The pain is so great at times that I can't fathom 20 years (yours) when I've only just "survived" less than 2 thus far. My Mother died October 25, 2022 - just shy of Her 87th Birthday (Oct 28). "Sometimes, when only one is missing, the whole world seems empty" (author unknown)

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So poignant and heart rending. Thank you for opening your heart.

I had a similar experience with my mother when I was 26. But not as unexpected. I understand little to nothing of this all. May the departed rest in peace.

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May 13Liked by Celia Farber

So beautiful, so very beautiful💞

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May 13Liked by Celia Farber

Amazing. Gives insight to you.

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May 13Liked by Celia Farber

Ulla would be proud. ( '

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May 13·edited May 13Liked by Celia Farber

Ode to my mom! brilliant!

Voodoo is Satanic. Stay away from it!

The best way to make our moms proud of ourselves is to fight:

How to get out of this political genocidal mess?

SIMPLE SOLUTION in 3 steps:

Pray MAGA: Make America God’s again. Pray “Thy Kingdom come”. Make the world His Kingdom of love. “God is love”.

The US national motto is “in God we trust”1, the Oath of Allegiance sums up in “so help me God”2, and the Pledge of Allegiance is “I pledge allegiance to the Flag of the United States of America, and to the Republic for which it stands, one nation under God, indivisible, with liberty and justice for all.”

“Under God”, not only means under God’s protection/providence, but also under God's will/authority and Commandments.

Separation of church and State means "freedom of conscience", i.e. that a Government should not impose any particular religion. It doesn't mean that public officials can't show and live their faith in public, and it means that the State must always put all actions "under God", definitely not “over” or against God’s Will. Lincoln: “the nation shall, under God, have a new birth of freedom.” 3

Freemasonry is the church of Lucifer. “Separation of church and State” requires eliminating the freemasonic demono-cracy over Government (theocracy comes from “theo”, God, “cratos”, power, but this has nothing to do with God, but Satan and his demons, so it’s a demono-cracy).

Get the murderers out of government: force masons to self-identify by law under severe penalty (their oath doesn't forbid self-identification, also, evil oaths are void).

MAGA (Make Assets Great Again): money should be 100% backed with gold and real assets. This makes masonic counterfeiting harder. They are buying everything with virtual money: listed corporations, media, medical system, political parties, prosti-ticians, universities… !

Satanic secret societies like the masons are increasing the financial supply through:

- Forging dollars using the Federal Reserve they fully control

- Money creation through bank loans without reserves

- Financial “wealth” creation out of thin air through financial instruments such as derivatives

- Government debt

It's what I call finflation: inflation of financial instruments

With those trillions they've bought control in all listed corporations, media, universities, political parties, medical societies, etc.

The way out of this mess: money and financial assets backed by real assets.

The full plan exposed, and 16 laws we need to exit Extermination Planet

https://scientificprogress.substack.com/p/the-plan-revealed

https://scientificprogress.substack.com/p/laws-to-exit-planet-prison

No Free Speech without Reach. We need a #FreeReach laws urgently!

http://scientificprogress.substack.com/p/no-free-speech-without-reach

Why is food poisoning legal?

How Rumsfeld forced the approval of lethal Aspartame.

Artificial sweeteners, MSG, PFAS, Glyphosate ... go organic!

https://scientificprogress.substack.com/p/why-is-food-poisoning-legal

How about REAL democracy: townhall republican democracy?

https://scientificprogress.substack.com/p/reinventing-democracy

Rethinking science

Sciencing the rigged and corrupt scientific system for an overdue turnaround

Unless we change it, we’re doomed to the next PLANdemic. And yet, nothing has changed, only got worse!

https://scientificprogress.substack.com/p/rethinking-science

Government spends 2x per student in public schools with respect to private ones and 3x at university level, with worse outcomes in all levels of education.

Time for a 100% voucher system, where parents can choose schools or earn the voucher money themselves if they homeschool (and their kids pass the exams), or through grand/parent/teacher coops.

This would allow many mothers to leave a work they hate and stay home with their babies and children, especially in the most important years of childhood until 6 years old. It would have a deep impact on society.

How to save the life from the COVID vaxxed in 10 easy fast steps?

Appeal to authority (that’s the only thing they listen to):

1. Show that, while it is still given in the USA, all countries in Northern Europe banned Moderna due to the severe after-effects (let’s not call them side effects, but deliberate effects).

2. Show them Florida’s declaration not recommending COVID vaccines to most of the population.

3. Show Texas suing Pfizer for lying about vaccine efficacy.

4. Show Health Canada’ statement about finding DNA in mRNA shots, proving they hacked the cell nucleus. Show the Swedish study proving that the cell nucleus is hacked by mRNA vaccines.

5. Show that Health Canada also says that Pfizer inserted a sequence of the SV40 monkey virus. Show the studies proving that SV40 is carcinogenic.

6. Show that the Republican Party declared COVID “vaccines” a “biological and technical biopeapon” and instructed the authorities to seize vials and run a forensic analysis.

Appeal to science:

7. Show the studies proving that the injected are still producing spike protein.

8. Show the studies proving that the spike protein was engineered to kill in Wuhan by adding HIV sequence and a Moderna cancer-related patent.

9. Convince them to labtest the amount of spike protein in their blood, which is still produced by their hacked cells, and if the can’t afford it:

10. Convince them to lower the spike protein in blood by trying any of the spike detox protocols based mostly on cheap medicines. They have nothing to lose, by trying it for a week, if their health improves, then they know that the bio-weapon caused their health problems:

https://covid19criticalcare.com/protocol/i-recover-post-vaccine-treatment/

https://worldcouncilforhealth.org/resources/spike-protein-detox-guide/

https://anamihalceamdphd.substack.com/p/lipid-nanoparticle-associated-inflammation/

https://anamihalceamdphd.substack.com/p/methylene-blue-prevents-and-reverses/

https://www.earthclinic.com/remedies/methylene-blue.html

God willingly, I’ll soon post that with all the references.

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May 13Liked by Celia Farber

or start helping by exposing lie of germs cause of disease . nothing to ever catch !

this lie is how they pulled off lockdown, burka mask suffication devices , our mothers, grannies family dying alone in care settings behind glass and hazmat suits and forced poison needles which continue harming all babies every single day until more get active. www.VirusTruth.net

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May 13Liked by Celia Farber

Wow!

Thank you~

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May 13Liked by Celia Farber

Beautiful moving tribute to your mother who sounds like a wonderful person. Made me cry and miss my Mom who joined the ancestors in 2008 at 88 (cancer).

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